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Jul 24, 2024 at 03:21 PM
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Desperate, wish I could rewind to life before 30s. It is not a matter of solitude -i don't suffer that, i have friends- but mistakes i made that f****d up my life. Work related
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Jul 24, 2024 at 04:43 PM
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Hungry. Couldn’t eat lunch because of my esophagus so I’m looking for soft food for supper. Hmmm 🤔 could do the fried rice. But overall I’m good.
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Jul 24, 2024 at 07:46 PM
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Well my optomotrist just rang to say my glasses have arrived. Yeeha I can't wait for work to be finished
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Jul 25, 2024 at 05:15 AM
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Feeling discouraged...
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Jul 25, 2024 at 02:28 PM
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My blood pressure is 139/86 right now and I have the chills. I am doing ok today. I'm just feeling kinda blah.
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Jul 26, 2024 at 07:04 AM
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These dog days of summer make me feel so sluggish and tired. Its like this breif period where I get summer SAD for a a couple weeks from late July until mid August.
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Jul 26, 2024 at 07:50 PM
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 I have been forcing myself to deal with all of my problems by asking myself  what am I going to do  ?
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Jul 27, 2024 at 10:02 AM
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I'm very tired today, but I think my stomach is calming down. I drank coffee without an issue. Now its Powerade thats giving me trouble. I'm watching the olympics instead of the news.
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Jul 27, 2024 at 04:07 PM
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In a very good mood, just things are going really well. Getting ready for the music festival so things are going good.
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Jul 28, 2024 at 09:44 AM
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I have been a bad person and admitted it too late to myself. I've changed inside, even if i am still not a Saint
I wish a god could come to me and demand my life in exchange with my father's one. I wish I could be send to shadows brutally and give him and my mother their lives back. I would accept When I was young, i was so egoist that i wouldn't do it |
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Jul 28, 2024 at 05:26 PM
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Feeling very good and feeling great about life : )
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Jul 29, 2024 at 09:25 AM
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I woke up at 4:30 and I took my meds and I didn't go back to sleep. Now I am so tired despite caffeine and excercising.
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Jul 30, 2024 at 12:42 AM
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Not looking forward to work tomorrow ... double Year 8's .... one year 8 class straight after another ... eek!
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Jul 30, 2024 at 03:00 PM
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I thought I was having a heart attack earlier and it freaked me out and I had no idea what to do so I just ate some saltine crackers thinking it was heartburn and it did help. Although I still don't feel that great and my doctor did comment on my blood pressure today.
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Jul 31, 2024 at 10:28 AM
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I took my cats to the vets. It was $542 for the both of them. That was actually less then I was expecting. They needed shots and ear medcine. I feel like crap again, but I'm just pushing through things.
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Aug 01, 2024 at 02:49 PM
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I was feeling fine until my stomach crapped out on me for no apparent reason. Tums, Dramamine, Prilosec, and saltine crackers didn't work. I just took a Zofran and things are kinda manageable.
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Aug 02, 2024 at 02:44 PM
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I was doing bad and then ok. Then I had to go pickup groceries. I had my Mcdonalds boo bucket with me, but I was still miserable. But my fridge is full now at least.
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Aug 03, 2024 at 04:21 PM
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That Zofran is catching up to me. I've just been in the bathroom all afternoon and I got some Phlips but its not doing anything and I really don't want to go to the ER for a possible blockage. Plus nothing I'm eating is staying down so I'm a bit light headed as well right now. I'm trying just to manage things on my own. I had to go off my Prilosec for mental health reasons. I have a call into my doctor
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Aug 04, 2024 at 12:55 PM
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I don't feel good. I wish I just felt normal for once instead of sick and tired all day.
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Aug 04, 2024 at 04:26 PM
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Feeling very optimistic, more stable than ever, and bouncing back far better than in the past. This opens up possibilities for near future.
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