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<font color="purple">Why?
Because I had a dream were I fell in love of course! In this dream, I was still the age I am now (heh, go figure) So who do I fall in love with? Some non-minor, wandering, (and later gambling addict) Japanese guy. Yeah, it sounds really negative, but that's a pretty blunt description. In any case, we meet uh...somewhere (curse you lack of memory!) I guess we kind of wander around together. During this time I wonder if I love him in the non-romantic child-to-father kind of way, or the actual romantic kind of way, I decided it was former and worked to make it a healthier and more stable relationship. As for why my family doesn't object for some random person whisking away their underage daughter? Well, they just aren't around. It's not like I'm living on my own in this dream, it's just that they are always out of town or on vacation or something. I make a small fortune, and he had no idea what to do with all the money so he gambles his shares away. Later I confronted him about this and decided to gradualy stop (mostly becuse I never told him to quit cold turkey for the fear of him getting mad and leaving me) but then HIS gambling started to affect MY life when I got in troube in school (yes, I'm still going to school) for him using my money. I think the whole emphasis of this was "You aren't breaking up with the guy fast enough" I get really upset about something, and I run away hoping that he'd never find me. (even though we both still loved eachother...) in the end though, we DID find eachother, I tink we made up, but this is also the part were I woke up too.</font> |
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