Dedication to my Lisa

Dear Lisa,
It's a year ago today since that ******* killed you in the car. I still haven't forgiven him Lis and I never will. I so need you right here with me now. I wish you weren't gone. We never even got the chance to say Goodbye and I can't believe thats how it's going to be - I only have the cemetary to say goodbye to you. You were much too young to go away forever but I hope you're happy where you are. I can't bear to think of you not liking it or not being happy. You were always so happy no matter where you were or what you were doing you always had a smile on your face. I can still see that smile now and everytime I am feeling low I think of your warm hugs and your shining smile and it gets me through the dark moment. But I wish I could have your real hug and your real smile rather than a memory. I'm finding today harder than the day you died. How mad is that????? I keep reliving the day how it happened. This morning over breakfast I was remembering how we were laughing over breakfast this day last year - laughing at the text messages we were getting and sending to you know who!! Do you remember that? Then off I went to the match and to sort things out and off you went shopping. You promised to keep me in touch with the bargain sales - but you never reached the shops did you??? I have been to the cemetary this morning an to the spot where the accident was. I'm crying over anything Lisa but most of all you. I want you and need you. You would know what to do. Please be happy where you are Lisa and save all the gossip for when we're reunited because one day we will...

love you Lisa... my sister and best friend - PS I have loads to tell you - including an update on Mr P D!!!!!!!!!!! Bless you my child - ha ha remember that joke? Oh Lisa I love and miss you always - you're always in my thoughts... love you forever x x x x x x x x

Look after her Lord as she takes her rest
For she is my sister
SIMPLY THE BEST x

dayley, that is a beautiful piece that you wrote for your sister, Lisa. she sounds like a beautiful sister and person. i'm so sorry that you lost her and will keep you in my thoughts....xoxo pat

dayley,

What a wonderful tribute to your sister. It is so awsome that you had that kind of relationship with her. That is something to be treasured, something not many have the blessing of experiencing. It is so awful that someone so young has their life taken away from them in such a sudden incident. It is sad when we don't get the chance to say good bye. Your belief that she is in a happy place & that you will be reunited is wonderful & many of us believe the same way. I think that the other thing that may help is that we can talk to them even now....we can say the things to them that we want to say & I think it is heard.

It is great to hear the wonderful things you have to say about her....memories you will treasure the rest of your life. I hope you will be able to get through this time....putting your thoughts into words works well for expressing the grief you are going through.

I will keep you in my thoughts,
Debbie