[PolarWolf]

Today has been a day I want to end. I am trying to be strong for my husband. Yesterday we found out that our grand-daughter was going to be born stillborn. Then today we found out that my mother in law had suffered a massive stroke. I want off this ride NOW!!!! Since I am the only one bringing in money right now (husband is waiting on his disability to come through) we are broke and no money to get to Texas to say good-bye to his mother. I am depressed to say the least but more worried about my husband. If I don't get to go will be ok, but he has to go. I am trying to hang on to that little single thread right now and not let him see me cry. He has enough to deal with. I have to be there for him and his sisters and be able to help them. When I am alone is when I will let myself be sad and cry. I don't really know why I am posting this except to just get it out of my system for now. Please pray for my husband and his sisters and the rest of the family as well. Thank you for having this place so that I am able to get it out of my system.

[mafub]

Originally Posted by PolarWolf

Today has been a day I want to end. I am trying to be strong for my husband. Yesterday we found out that our grand-daughter was going to be born stillborn. Then today we found out that my mother in law had suffered a massive stroke. I want off this ride NOW!!!! Since I am the only one bringing in money right now (husband is waiting on his disability to come through) we are broke and no money to get to Texas to say good-bye to his mother. I am depressed to say the least but more worried about my husband. If I don't get to go will be ok, but he has to go. I am trying to hang on to that little single thread right now and not let him see me cry. He has enough to deal with. I have to be there for him and his sisters and be able to help them. When I am alone is when I will let myself be sad and cry. I don't really know why I am posting this except to just get it out of my system for now. Please pray for my husband and his sisters and the rest of the family as well. Thank you for having this place so that I am able to get it out of my system.

Our prayers and spirit are with you and your family. Seek all the support you can, the coming days, months...will be difficult.

[lynn P.]

So sorry to hear about your Granddaughter and about your mother in law. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers (((Polarwolf)))).