[sleepless0x]

The first girl I ever fell in love with was Kerry. She was a rebel, maybe that's why I fell for her. I had a thing for girls with piercings, and she had them. Her eyes were a gorgeous blue, her hair always looked badass, and when she smiled her face brightened my day. Just looking into her eyes and all my troubles disappeared. The problem was she suffered from severe depression and cut her wrists, even while we were dating. I got into a lot of trouble with her whether it was for doing drugs on school property, skipping, theft... we went through alot together. I didn't mind putting myself into a hole at the time, because I loved her, and becomming rebelious like her was such.. an adrenaline rush and every second I spent with her was a rollercoaster of excitement.
Near the end I thought it was time to go back to school, and try and get my school credits. She disappeared for a couple months.
I started seeing this guy named L-P, things were going amazing. He was such a funny guy and he opened my eyes to what I was doing to myself.
Than finally Kerry came back, and found out about L-P and I. She looked at me, started to cry and squirted her juice in my face in front of everyone. She realized I ran out the Cafeteria crying, than she ran to the bathroom and slit her wrists again... the school sent her to Cheo. She disappeared for another couple months. Kerry called me after a couple months, I was so happy. Unbelievably happy, until I realized she was calling me screwed up on meds. She disappeared again. That was the last time I talked to her.
On March 3rd I found out she hung herself. She was sent to the hospital and remained on life support, but the doctors realized it would be better to pull the plug because there was nothing they could do to help her.
Kerry died on March 5th 2009.

Kerry is the reason I'm still alive today.
She saved my life, it may not have been the way you agree with.. but I'm still alive, and I'm so thankfull.
I loved her, I still love her.
Every dream I see through her eyes.
Sometimes it's so scary I wake up crying.. This girl went through things unimaginable. I see her life in my dreams.
This girl, was one of a kind.

I love you, KerryxKhaos.

Rest In Party, baby [:

[DfendrOfEmilysHeart]

R.I.P Kerry

(((((((((((((((((((((((( sleepless )))))))))))))))))))))))))

[amante]

So for your loss of Kerry, I hope that your souls can be reunited in eternal life, for now, how her beautiful memory in your heart for eternity. So sorry for your loss.

[BrittneyNicole]

Sorry for your loss sleepless, I know how it is to have a friend die,
It's not fun.
But atleast she's in a better place now.