[fallenrose]

my niece died when i was 12 she was 15 it was so puzzling cause she was so healthy and seemed to have it all going for her. I was told she was sick something wrong with her heart. It hit me hard cause she seemed the only one out of my niece and nephews and family who cared about me who didnt talk about me. I found out when i was 18 that she killed herself i overheard my sister talk about how she had overdosed. I later had it all explained to me how she took all these pills and her parents wouldnt take her to the hospital even though she wanted to get help. They let her die. It made me hate her parents i felt sorry for them for years but no more im just so mad. why is my family so ****ed up so uncaring so inconsiderate the only one who wasnt was my dad and hes gone 2. I need family but mine just isnt good.

[TinaL]

I had a friend die of suicide a few yrs ago. I was amazed how it was hidden. I think people do it to cope with the loss, or embarrassment. Not really sure. I can say it hurt and made me mad when I found out.
Hang in there.