i just found out.

I just found out today that my best friend of 11 years grandfather passed away two days ago. I feel really bad because yesterday i was in a bad mood and she called and i purposly did not answer. I feel like a grade A heel. To make it worse i knew something bad happened two days ago because of the fact that i felt uneasie. like my heart wanted to live in my stomach. I called her but she didnt answer. Im waiting by the fone for her call. I feel so bad for her.

*hugs* i know what it is like when you are feeling like you don't have any resources to help anyone else with ... i don't think that you should feel bad doll.

it would be cool if you were able to be there for her a bit when she calls back, but remember you have to take care of yourself too and hopefully she has many other people who will look after her. You don't need to take it all on yourself.

please don't feel bad hunny.

x

we all have days when all we can do, is do the best for ourselves. you didn't do anything wrong. just be there for her, if you can, now and forgive yourself. believe me, we've all been there......i sure have.....xoxo pat