[Lexicon78]

I don't understand why this is happening anymore...I really don't. Most of you know my luck in the past year and a half. Well, you can add my Aunt Pat to that list now. She's laying in the hospital as we speak dying and they don't think she'll make it. Guess what! She has cancer, too.

She had just had her breast operated on (she's had breast cancer before) and was complaining about having pain. Well, they've come to find out her intestines have exploded. The doctors don't think she'll make it.

I can't stand all this death anymore...that's number 4. For those of you who aren't familiar with this, here's the list so far.

1. Mom-August 11, 2004
2. Aunt Chris-October, 2004
3. Grandpa-2005
4. Coming up...Aunt Pat

[ARiver]

I have asked the same question my self. I have a list like you of the people I love who has passed away now, I am facing my father who has brain cancer.
All I know is some how some way all this is suppose to make us stronger people. However it is hard to imagine how. One thing I have learned that has helped I have chosen my pictures what I mean is, I pictures posted of the ones I love of them being happy or smileing so, I can look at them and remember them that way and not the way they were when they died.
It is OK to be angery, it is ok to cry. just so you know all your emoitions you are feeling are normal even if they don't feel right. I feel for you, I understand your pain and most of all I ask the same question all the time why is this happening. All I can figure out is that God has chosen people like me and you and others out there because his a big plan for us.

I will keep you in my prayers and keep us posted on how you are.

[hillbunnyb]

Hey Lex, I just want to say how sorry I am for all your losses. Losing loved ones hurts. No way around that that I know of.
Us'ns care and send you safe hugs.

i'm sorry, lexie.....love, pat

[BlueFaith]

Lex, I am so sorry about all of this. I wish there was something I could do to change everything. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I'm always here for you if you ever need to talk, ok?

[ozzie]

(((((((((((Lexi)))))))))))) I'm so sorry.

[Lexicon78]

This morning my sister told me my last aunt, Aunt Charlene, may have breast cancer! Why? Why must my family endure this curse of having cancer all at once? Maybe my father's blood, who has no history of cancer, may save me, my brother, and my little sister...I hope so.

[tango2150]

lex, real tough break, wish there was a way to make things right.. ive never had to deal with the loss of a person, only pets, and that hit me hard i dread to think what might happen to lose someone closer.

[dottie]

<font color="#000088"> I Lexi...I understand what you are going thru, believe me!Two brother, my mom, my Dad, fav. uncle all died within 3 years of each other I have 1 sibling brother...who is drinking himself to death. So soon...he'll likely fall too. It 's hard to endure!! </font>

[EJ711]

Lexicon,
I am sorry you have lost so many significant people in such a short period of time. I believe when this happens it tends to take a heavier toll on the person closest to the whole thinng. Please know I'll be praying for you for strength, and continued compassion and courage. Prayers for Christmas joy and peace, Jane - Oz