[bazzinga1990]

If you could wright them a letter, with things you've away wanted to say to them but never did? I know for me when my grandma died from cancer i had some much to say and show her. If i could write her a letter, this is how it would go.

"Dear Grandma,
Today I got to see rachael get her engagment ring. She is so happy and so am i but i just wish could be here to see this. I know this may be selfish of me but I really wish you were here with me know. Would you be probe of me? I know how much you would have wanted to see Rachael get married..... I really miss you so much and i always think about you and how much i need you and wonderful kisses you would away give me.

The love you showed me in the way you laugh, the way you hugged, the way you smiled and the way you talked about me like you were so proud of me... of us all. And the way you would hold on to things and memory's in your scrapbooks. right now I just want to see your face.I keep thinking of that last day i got to see you at the hospital, you were so beautiful. I kept thinking i wish i could of been stronger and stayed with you and held your hand and kissed your Cheek like you would always kiss mine. since you have been gone, I'm lost and don't know who i am anymore. when you were here you showed e how to be strong, what strong was and let me tell ya.... I wish i was strong like you. iv'e been feeling really depressed lately and not sure way.you were dealing with bipolar most of your life and yet You were dealing with bipolar most of your life and yet it went away in fact I don't remember seeing you in a depressed state. How did it go away for you? Wait...I know, after all your grand kids came into this world you were happy again you found yourself once again you were on a mission to be the best grandma to us in love so with everything you had and Grandma...... That is what you did. And one day soon I will see you again and tell you all of this and give you one big hug and kiss . Till then I will keep you in my heart and in my memory"

ok that's my letter, if you had one what would you say to you dad , mom, sister,brother anyone REMEMBER THEY DON'T HAVE TO BE DEAD EITHER, THIS IS MOSTLY TO HELP YOU VENT.

[LadyShadow]

What a beautiful idea for a thread!

If I had a chance to tell one person something one last time, I would tell my ex boyfriend how wrong how he was about me. I found a wonderful man years later who became my best friend and I was able to love again. I did this with bipolar and I learned to control myself and not be so impulsive.

I would tell him that I hated him for what he did to me, and how much he hurt me for shutting me completely out.

[gayleggg]

I wish I could have told my moma that I Loved Her one last time.

[kirby777]

My father died when I was 10, of a sudden MI(heart attack)...I would say to him:
"Dad, I love you so much... I enjoyed every minute I spent with you. I know you loved me and know you do not want to leave me. I knew you would do anything for me, to make me happy. You are my only REAL parent, you know mom is useless and is mean...please, please, please have her give me away so I have a chance to live. You know she will abuse me emotionally and ruin my life. I will love you until the day I die."

The aniverasry of his death is coming up and I am a mess.

[jennette830]

I'd tell my grandpa that I love him. Six years ago, his heart stopped in the hospital. He was so happy the night before. And I wish that he had met my boyfriend, because he's just so great to me and treats me like a woman. I know that he would love to see me happy with a man like this. Grandpa, I love and miss you. And the boyfriend I have right now is so wonderful that it's beyond words. Love always, Jennette

[bazzinga1990]

Originally Posted by PlatinumHeart

What a beautiful idea for a thread!

If I had a chance to tell one person something one last time, I would tell my ex boyfriend how wrong how he was about me. I found a wonderful man years later who became my best friend and I was able to love again. I did this with bipolar and I learned to control myself and not be so impulsive.

I would tell him that I hated him for what he did to me, and how much he hurt me for shutting me completely out.

Good for you I'm proud for you for for standing up for yourself you deserve better too. And thanks I just thought of that and thought it would be kind of cool to make a thread like this one. It will give everyone a chance to vent.

~warm hug from me to you~

[bazzinga1990]

Originally Posted by gayleggg

I wish I could have told my moma that I Loved Her one last time.

Same goes for my grandma I think we have something in common

~warm hug from me to you~

[bounceback]

I wished I could have hugged my mom one last time. I would tell her how much I am missing her. Her funeral is Tuesday.

To my friend,

Years ago we had many good times didn't we? Shared the ups and downs of our relationships. Stood by each other. But sadly money and family has changed you. I thought the newness of it all would eventually wear off but it hasn't. You just feed off of buying more and more things as if that were going to fill the hole in your heart. As if money was going to buy you the adoration and love that you crave. It didn't did it? Reality will set in some day when you are left there alone in the boonies surrounded by all your beautiful things. Your kids will leave because they have their own life. What friends will you have then? You never should have taken me for granted because I was the best friend you'll ever have.