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Jun 12, 2014, 04:40 PM
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I guess I'll have to remember that. August marks one year since we found my best friend's body and I'm finding this summer is harder than the other months that have passed without her.
I saw her a lot during the summer, we always hung out in her backyard or kitchen with a few beers. Played board games, cuddled, watched movies. It was in the summer I last saw her face, covered with tears, when I last told her I loved her, when she asked me to be her babies god mother...and when my world crashed around me as it became real I lost her. This isn't going to be easy..I feel myself slipping more each day. I miss her so much...she was my support system, my sister, my soul mate. I hate this feeling  
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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Jun 12, 2014, 06:32 PM
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Jun 12, 2014, 06:53 PM
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That was a fast year. I remember what a shocking horrible thing it was to read about here. I felt so bad for you. It just seemed unreal when it first happened, and then you were in such a state of grief for so long. It seemed like it was over, and now the anniversary. I am really sorry. Will you be seeing her family, do you think? I used to go to church on the anniversary or birthday of a boy from my gradeschool who died from leukemia, for many years.
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Jun 14, 2014, 01:40 PM
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I saw her brother and our friends on her birthday so hopefully I will see them again for the anniversary, but I'm not sure. Her mom is junkie off in Florida some where...I know I won't want to leave my bed the whole month. :/
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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