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Aug 04, 2014, 10:14 AM
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I knew that it was coming and all, but I guess I wasn't sure how it would feel. People say the first anniversary is the hardest and I can see that now. I've been strong for a long time, not letting anything really out about her. If I did, I didn't cry unless I was alone.
One year ago today, my best friends life and the life of my god child were taken. All this past year I was comforted by the thought "a year ago today we had the BBQ, we had so much fun" but now..I can't ever think that. A year from now she will always always be dead. I can't really deal with that thought but it keeps popping up. I thought it'd be a good idea to be alone today. Just sit in my room. I immediately realized that's an awful idea. I woke up anxious as heck and I know I have to find some way to be around people. I hope someone will let me cry to them.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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Aug 04, 2014, 11:26 AM
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