Dear Abacus,
I never got to say thank you for everything that you taught me. How many times did I scoff at your "A-isms?" But how wise they were. I never got to tell you how much I loved you. You were not only my mentor, my teacher, my pastor and my therapist. (Haha) You were my lover and my best friend. We were truly the definition of the term soulmates. You taught me that one can have more than one 'soulmate' in a lifetime. I am truly lucky. (Now if you would all stop dying on me it'd be great!) Not only did you teach me, you allowed yourself to be taught. (which I find rare in men (haha jk.)) Today I went to our place and played a solitary game. Guess what? I got a straight flush, and guess what else? You said it was impossible on that game . . . I got four jacks. . . on Your machine no less! Hahahahaa! . . . Oh my Lord, Babe how I miss you. Everybody says Hi and they wish me well . . .but what about you??? I know you're with Him now and you know what? I'm kinda jealous. Hope you and Christopher are getting along well. No fighting you two! Haha. God I miss you both terribly, but you know what? I'm glad He gave me the chance to know you. You really are a Magnificent B astard so OOH F ucking RAH Sir!!! Chow. I'll see you later for sure. So wait for me, eh? Guard those pearly gates for me and I'll meet you later and you can make me a root beer float with cowboy apricots. lmao. Miss you love.
Elohim ah achim