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Default Dec 19, 2021 at 09:44 PM
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I been dreaming about my mom lately especially after she has passed away. My emotions are all over the place to feeling depressed to feeling anger to being in tears.

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The anniversary must bring back a lot of emotions. It hurts. Sending you hugs.
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Buffy, Sorry for your loss. Those can be especially painful around the holidays.

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The anniversary must bring back a lot of emotions. It hurts. Sending you hugs.
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It is very hard. It hurts a lot. Thank you for the hugs.

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Buffy, Sorry for your loss. Those can be especially painful around the holidays. :love:
Thank you. It is very painful.

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Default Dec 23, 2021 at 06:34 PM
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The rollercoaster of emotions is hard to deal with, even if it is normal. I’m sorry for your loss
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I been dreaming about my mom lately especially after she has passed away. My emotions are all over the place to feeling depressed to feeling anger to being in tears.
No dreams that I remember, but Christmas is her birthday. She's been gone since January 2017, almost 5 years. I had a rocky relationship or not much of one at all, so not even sure how I feel about it.

Her death feels more recent, not 5 years ago.

And I have a "friend" who knows this yet keeps telling me about her conversations or visits with HER mom, who she's close to. Talk about lack of empathy. I don't even feel like talking to her a lot of times. EVERY time she brings up her mom to me.

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Sending hugs of support through this emotional time @Buffy01. You're in our thoughts, friend.

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No dreams that I remember, but Christmas is her birthday.:sadhug: She's been gone since January 2017, almost 5 years. I had a rocky relationship or not much of one at all, so not even sure how I feel about it.

Her death feels more recent, not 5 years ago.

And I have a "friend" who knows this yet keeps telling me about her conversations or visits with HER mom, who she's close to. Talk about lack of empathy. I don't even feel like talking to her a lot of times. EVERY time she brings up her mom to me.
Thank you. I had a very rocky relationship with my mom.

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

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That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Sending hugs of support through this emotional time @Buffy01. You're in our thoughts, friend.

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Thank you. I had a very rocky relationship with my mom.

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The rollercoaster of emotions is hard to deal with, even if it is normal. I’m sorry for your loss :hugs:
Thank you. I been feeling really bad today. I had some tears today.

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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