[sewerrats]

I have just had 12 days in hospital with acute pancreitis , 3 shots of morphine at hospital to test pain thresshold. They didnt register, next minute 2 drips , cafitas an a pipe in my ****. Then they made a bad call, tramadol as one of my pain killers. I take 100mg of sertraline so it was nightmare city for me. I pulled out all my pipes an danced naked , The nurses thought i was cool , but i was seeing monsters an dead people floating by.2 days before the reolised it was the tramadol so now the feed me lorazapam like sweets . i am aready addicted to loz so now i have to detox to a safe level again. SAVE MY LIFE AN NEAR ON TAKE IT AT THE SAME TIME.

[Fresia]

((((((((Sewerrats))))))))))
I am so sorry you are going through this. It's not easy trying to find the right meds and especially when there is a rxn and coming down off others. Hoping the pancreatitis is clearing up and for a speedy recovery, that you are comfortable (as I know how painful this can be), and that you are back on your feet and in the clear in no time. Try to get some rest, take good care, and hang in there!!!!!!

[DePressMe]

sewerrats, I am sorry you are going thru all of this. I know how scary it can be having hallucinations--I have them sometimes. Please hang in there while they try to get your meds right.

[sewerrats]

thanks people for your concern, i found i was enemic after comming out hospital , thats why i was so low an wasted, i am adressing that with the power shakes from hospital full of iron. I am a lot stronger now thanks.