My dosage of Hydrea, Hydroxyurea or whatever you want to call it, just got increased.

[SweetSunshine]

((((((((((PETUNIA))))))))))) Honey I am sorry...

Ohhh gosh Sweetie sending you safe hugs here .
Thinking ofyou . Hope you feel better soon hon.

Hugz~
Bethy

Hang in there petunia. I know from experience taking cancer medications like this is horrible. Cancer meds made me sick to my stomach, tired and so on but it sure does work. I was in remission the first round. once they have the right dosage for you you will soon be feeling ALOT better.

it sure does work. I was in remission the first round. once they have the right dosage for you you will soon be feeling ALOT better.

Thanks for the well-wishes. I really and truly wish I could have hope that this medication would do the trick and I would go into remission or feel better.

There is no remission with this.

It is a chronic disease. I have been on daily chemo for four years now.

Daily.

That would be every single stupid rotten horrible crappy day.

It takes it's toll physically and emotionally and it only works temporarily until it stops working and I need the dose increased.

This will go on for the rest my life unless they find a cure. The last resort "cure" right now is a bone marrow transplant.

Because it is rare, the money raised by the Leukemia Society goes towards the more well-known diseases.

I hate taking this poison every single stupid rotten horrible crappy day..

Sorry for whining but sometimes....

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( Petunia )))))))))))))))))

Thanks bear.

[Evangelista]

(((Petunia)))

I am so sorry...you are such a super petal..many prayers and thoughts sprouting your way..

((((( time0 )))))

((((( Beth )))))

Sorry, I didn't mean to overlook your well-wishes.

Is it okay if I say this again?

[Rhapsody]

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Is it okay if I say this again?

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YES.... it is OK - - have at IT!!!!!!!! (lol)


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[Gemstone]

{{{{ Petunia }}}}}

I'm so sorry you have to deal with this.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((( Petunia ))))))))))))))

[Sabrina]

[allthegirls6]

((((((((((((((((((((((((petunia))))))))))))))))))))))

flowers should not be sick

[January]

((((((((((((( Pet )))))))))))))

If only we had the magic of Lothlorein....

I'm so very, very sorry.

Hugs,

Jan

Thanks everyone. You all mean so much to me.

Life was hard enough...then this.

[wisewoman]

Petunia, I am right there swearing with you. I am so sorry. How about going to the recycle place with me and we break the glass together? The noise will be most satisfying. It's so taboo ya know and then bang, that outa take a bit of your frustration away. Hang in there. Love ya.

[(JD)]

No. I won't sware...and I won't get angry with you... but I still support you in this suffering. I'm working hard again on NOT becoming angry, as anger only hurts ME more. Anger does nothing to help the situation, and causes me more stress and more DIS ease...

and I wish for you instead beautiful thoughts of love and care and all that goppily gook you need and deserve!!!

[pegasus]

I am so sorry that you are going through this.

Praying for you and sending positive healing vibes your way.

((((((((((( Petunia ))))))))))))))))))

[Monty_girl]

((((((((((((((((((((( Petunia ))))))))))))))))))

Hey Petunia when you finish up with wisewoman breaking glass. You can come over to my house we're remodeling and sledgehammer some walls with me. It really feels good.

Lisa

((((( everyone )))))

My instinct is to say "I'm fine."

But that would be a bold-faced lie.