[FairyLeaf]

Apologize for the details.

I really need suggestions because this is becoming way too much to be unbearable.

I somehow cut, tore, or something my ****. I noticed I had a massive bowel movement and that might have caused it, plus wasn't drinking a lot of water.

Every time I need to go, it's brutal hell. The pain starts way before the bowel movement happens and during, I am grabbing something or ending up biting down on something. I can't even wipe which I need to shower after. There is blood each time. Not a lot to make the toilet water red or pink but only thing to wiping I can do is dab... which shows blood.

I've had about 4-5 bowel movements today. All of which has been soft but the pain is so unbearable I don't want to even take a ****.

I have stool softeners i got from a surgern from a surgery in the summer. I took some of them last night while ensuring I drank enough fluids.

I made an appointment with my doctor in the next few days. I'm stuck at work for 5 days (suppose to work 3 days a week) for 12 hour shifts and I am not sure what to do. I'm trying to get enough fluids in me but no matter what I do, nothing is helping. I would sit in a bath but again I am stuck at work.

I'm planning to buy fruits tomorrow to bring to work to help with fluids and fiber but again I doubt that will help with the pain.

After, sitting hurts.

Any help or suggestions would be very helpful. I only know about hemmriods but this, no idea. And google search hasn't been effective.

[Skeezyks]

Hello FairyLeaf: I'm sorry you are having this distressing experience. My suggestion is to have yourself checked out in emergency services somewhere... asap...

[The_little_didgee]

Your problem sounds like an **** fissure.

The only things I can suggest is clean with wet toilet paper after a bowel movement and apply petroleum jelly or diaper cream on the area. The cream seems to help relieve the tenesmus, the constant urge to go.

[unaluna]

Get some Tucks wipes. They might sting at first but they should help. Or even like cottonelle wipes.

[bounceback]

could be hemorrhoids. Not sure though get checked by a doctor. How about a sitz bath? That is what my internal medicine doctor recommends. Use epson salts.

[amandalouise]

sometimes I have this problem my doctor recommends a high fiber diet, fluids and as my doctor put it a little vaseline or KY jelly (a water based lubercant) can go a long way in making things easier. I tried both and both worked great.