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Hi,
I have posted here before but it’s been a while. My husband and I have struggled with our only child (now 20) ever since she was small. She was always very defiant. She was always very negative about her life and came out of school crying. But she had a good life. Also, my mum looked after her and she was naughty. Granny gave her a scolding and she told my mum ‘if you tell my parents I’ll say you hurt me.’ At preschool a volunteer parent described her as a nightmare. I took her to a doctor at around 10 and he said she had ODD. We went to years of counseling. Nothing helped. My husband and I went and took a mental health course. Now she’s 20. One night she made pasta and left the pot a mess. The next day I messaged her and asked her to clean it up. It started a huge argument. She called me a ‘psycho *****.’ She says I’m the reason she stayed with an abusive boyfriend. She says her childhood was awful. I’m just lost people. She has no proper diagnosis as far as I’m concerned. She’s had a ‘normal’ childhood yet acts like she’s had the worst childhood ever. She actually had little to no love or empathy for me or her dad. I just need to vent. I’m thinking my life is a joke. I did my best for her!!! |
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I am sure you did the best you can.
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Thank you for taking the time to reply. It’s good advice.
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I’m sorry you’ve been dealing with a child who has always been difficult.
TunedOut gives good advice. Your daughter can be shown the door with her disrespectful attitude. My niece sounds like your daughter. She is 31 and still lives with my sister. She is finally holding down a job at the smoke shop across from their house. I thought I had an ideal relationship with my sons, also aged 17 - 24. They were great kids. We never had a single argument until recently. My oldest is getting married and had become a different person. Our heads are spinning in shock. We are not going to his wedding! The whole house of cards tumbled down with the whole family that we thought was so amazing! ![]() It’s not your fault and this wasn’t our fault. Make choices that are healthy for you. I know how had that can be to do. __________________ "And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
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I guess I’m just very hurt because I would have thought that for a child to ex communicate their own mother something serious had to have happened. I can totally understand it if the mother was abusive or something equally serious, but this is a child who had as ‘normal’ a childhood as any kid. She was fed and had her own room. She went to nice schools and taken traveling. I just don’t think anything that happened to get warrants this reaction. I still think she has an undiagnosed mental illness. I’ve posted here before about her. She always did react violently when asked to do something. I guess what I need to find is a support group for parents whose kids are rejecting them. I’m finding it difficult to cope with.
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In reply to you I am sorry about your son and that you have to miss the wedding. I guess all we can hope for is that they realize at some point that we love them and did our best and come round. Thank you so much for replying. I am feeling so alone do your support helps. |
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First off, your daughter's reaction to the pot thing was unacceptable and totally inappropriate. Sounds more like the tantrum of a 3 year-old being told to clean up her toys than any 20 year-old. Second, in my experience, families are just weird. There's really no predicting them. When I had my massive psychotic episode in 2007 and everything came down, my only brother basically excommunicated me from the family. No calls, no even once-a-year- bday texts. Just--gone. Totally on my own. Why did he do this? Because he was angry about what had happened (I had a car crash while psychotic and someone was injured). He was mostly worried about our family name, whatever the hell that is. He is extremely well-educated, a successful attorney, and well-regarded. When one of his twin sons developed major depression and had to withdraw from college, I thought my brother might have some sort of insight breakthrough and maybe reach out. Nope. Nothing. I have no brother. I have no family, other than my wonderful father, who chalks this all up to 'sibling rivalry,' as he puts it.
So, families are weird. Your daughter's behavior, as bizarre and immature and inappropriate as it was, is what it is. Maybe she does have some sort of formal mental health issue going on. But she's an adult, theoretically, and she is going to do what she is going to do. Maybe she'll grow out of this. Maybe she's stressed because of this boyfriend thing, which isn't your fault. Whatever the case, you should not have to put up with this nonsense. If she asks for help with some of these things, that's one thing. But if she is just going to be abusive, then I firmly agree with you that setting boundaries is the thing to do. And I would definitely talk to her about the dog. Sending positive vibes your way! __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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Hi @rebecca1938 I think you are taking too much time thinking about why she is the way she is and wondering what you did to deserve it. Honestly it doesnt matter. It doesnt matter what she thinks you did. What matters is how she is now. If she lives with you, what are her consequences for not cleaning up after herself and talking to you like that? Does she pay rent or anything towards living expenses. You may need to have her leave and live on her own.
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Well she’s just moved out in the last 5 minutes. While I’m relieved she is gone she has taken the adorable dog she brought home last August and who my husband has basically walked and looked after this past year. I’m heartbroken about that and I think she’ll neglect the poor animal. Just had to vent.
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Wow. Stressful day. I am sorry. Maybe she'll realize she can't properly care for a dog and return him or her. It's always possible. If not, it sounds like you might want to look into getting a dog for your hubby. Sounds like he really loved that dog.
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I went to therapy yesterday and that helped a lot. After discussing in depth my issues with my daughter and this therapist is not new and has actually met my daughter too, she thinks that my daughter definitely has some kind of personality disorder. She helped me put things in perspective so I am coping a bit better now. I’ll just have to see how it all pans out. I truly hope that living in her own in a tiny room for $500 a month and looking after the dog full time, gives her the ability to realize what she had. Here’s hoping! |
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Discussing everything with an impartial psychologist would hopefully provide a start. Lots of hard work over months would be needed. Hard work. Painful too. |
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Hi!
I don’t have a ton of great advice but I wanted to say I understand what you are going through. My daughter sounds very similar to yours. It’s absolutely awful. My daughter is the oldest of three and insists that her childhood was terrible even though she grew up in a very stable loving home. I’m not saying we are perfect parents, but she treats us like we abused her and tells people we emotionally damaged her with our abuse. Her sisters who grew up in the same house don’t understand her. They are happy well adjusted girls. I hear your pain and I feel the same way. My daughter is now almost 19. It’s awful. I can’t say anything to her without her twisting it into something horrible. Your story of the dirty pot could have been me. In fact it was me a couple days ago but it was juice she spilled on the carpet. Try to remind yourself that her actions are the result of her mental illness, it’s not your fault. That said, I know how hard that is to believe when things get bad. Hugs to you from another parent in the trenches next to you. 🥰 |
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Hi everyone!
It’s been a while since I replied to this so I thought I would add rather than start a new thread. I literally just learned about gray rock strategy. Has anyone tried this? I have realized that my best guess would be that my newly 21 year old has either narcissistic PD or Borderline PD. I have realized that she knows she can provoke a reaction from me and so I realize now that my best hope is trying out this strategy where I respond to her in as boring a way possible hoping that it stops her targeting me to get the drama she needs. I’m wondering if any of you have tried this? I am trying to work out how I can have some kind of relationship with her but stay sane at the same time. Any advice is appreciated. She literally baits me and she’s nasty and vindictive. There’s zero point anyone saying to parent her because I’m beyond that. Any slight criticism or asking her do something leads to a nightmare. I need to think about me now. She doesn’t love me and the things she says to me make my heart hurt. How do I live like that and be ok with it? If she were not my child I would ex-communicate her. |
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Have you heard of Pathological Demand Avoidant? It's ruled by extreme anxiety. Take a peek. It's considered part of Autism Spectrum Disorder (high functioning) but doesn't follow the classic Autism characteristics. It's probably one of the hardest form of Autism to support.
At this stage, don't take her blame personally. She likely doesn't understand herself as much as you don't. Please acknowledge her relationship with her abusive partner and ask her what help she's needing. Before you do, please read up about PDA first so you know how to approach her in a way she will listen. PM me if you have any questions. |
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I just noticed this thread. I'm so sorry for your situation!
Our 22yo daughter was about 4.5yo when she was diagnosed with autism. It was mainly the rigidity and OCD that led the pediatrician to provide the referral. Back then, we would walk on eggshells to avoid meltdowns. But even after all the interventions, today she and my wife don't get along at all. Somehow, I think my daughter mistook her mother's overbearing nature as abuse. Gray rock is interesting. I think both my daughter and I do the gray rock now when interacting with my wife. But I'm trying to move beyond that to mindfulness and carefully responding to the words instead of the emotions. |
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Before my daughter's epilepsy and depression were controlled, she used to be able to bait me. (Thank God she's much better now.)
I completely stumbled upon lots of effective tools to use with her when I went to Al Anon for the separate issue of my mother's prescription drug abuse and my dad's well-taught codependency. The Serenity approach of the 12 steps profoundly empowered me to stop reacting to my daughter as well. I felt so much more in control of my own self. There's lots of gray rock in deciding not to engage in situations that set you up to reinforce the other's view of themselves as victimized by you. (You know how when you yell back and suddenly it's you who started it all?) Here is a deep truth: Sometimes I can have EITHER my reaction, or my goal, but not both. So, for example, I learned that if I just quietly clean up the pot myself, I get my goal of a clean kitchen. But if I have my reaction and confront the provoking person, there's a big fight and the pot is still dirty. After I got over feeling pissed that I cleaned the pot myself, I had a lot more peace. I got my desired result without higher blood pressure. Oh the empowering freedom!(Caveat--this is a short term or isolated incident approach. You don't tolerate being abusively treated long term. And only you can define what's too much for you.) My daughter and I have a reciprocally loving relationship now, but that's not to say that those dealing with severe and acting out personality disorders can task themselves with that goal. It takes two to connect, but only one to disengage from destructive cycles for the sake of personal sanity. |
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Self diagnosing and diagnosing other people seems to be a new trend. Unless someone undergo evaluation by a certified medical professional, I see no benefit in assigning labels and diagnoses. No point in doing that
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