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Default Nov 24, 2020 at 06:32 AM
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You can tell who
The new ones are.
They always ask:
-Have you had a shower today?-
After a sarcastic comment,
Such as what's stopping
Me from having a shower?
They get flustered and
Cover their embarrassment with:
-of course you did.
I like your shoes,
Your top is cool,
I have read that book-

-Borrowing a CD player,
Can they not afford
To go out and buy one,
For thirty quid-they laugh.
Money is not the issue.
I brought a tablet computer that
Does not play cd's,
And I don't have a
Portable CD player at home.
I will think twice before
Asking for help from anyone,
From fear of being
The butt of a joke.
I will buy one when the chance arises.

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Default Nov 24, 2020 at 06:41 AM
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I have all ready
Voiced my concerns
With the care opinion watchdog.
The case is closed.

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Default Nov 24, 2020 at 11:10 AM
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You mean someone wanted to borrow YOUR cd player after they dismissed your struggles?

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Default Nov 26, 2020 at 11:33 AM
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You can tell who
The new ones are.
They always ask:
-Have you had a shower today?-
After a sarcastic comment,
Such as what's stopping
Me from having a shower?
They get flustered and
Cover their embarrassment with:
-of course you did.
I like your shoes,
Your top is cool,
I have read that book-

-Borrowing a CD player,
Can they not afford
To go out and buy one,
For thirty quid-they laugh.
Money is not the issue.
I brought a tablet computer that
Does not play cd's,
And I don't have a
Portable CD player at home.
I will think twice before
Asking for help from anyone,
From fear of being
The butt of a joke.
I will buy one when the chance arises.
*thirty pound.
It was bad.
But not as bad
As saying in full earshot:
It is all going
Down in bilbobaggins funny farm today.
We know how to raise the bar. 100%
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Default Nov 27, 2020 at 02:47 AM
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My old flame knew
How upset I was
When notorious gossip,
Made a spectacle out of me
Infront of everyone,
Including the parents
Of the young ones that I taught.
So why the hell
Would he use
The same unthinkable
Dirty tactics as him?

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Default Nov 27, 2020 at 09:01 AM
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It was not an undercover officer,
Just as I suspected.
It was an off duty police officer,
Having a night out,
Whom thug had spoken to.
There was nothing to be found.
And the officer would
Have faced a disciplinary
For his actions.
The poor guy would have
Been crestfallen to find out,
He had been drawn in and duped,
By an unscrupulous gossip
Who was attempting to
Tarnish the reputation
Of one of his own students,
Who was also one of his
Top competitors at the time.
Why? Why did he want
My head on a plate?
Why did he try
To sabotage my relationship?
Why did he want
To mercilessly ruin me?

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Default Nov 28, 2020 at 05:14 AM
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I don't want to meet,
To bury the hatchet.
I only want him to
Stay away from my family
And keep out of my life.
I would seek to impose,
A restraining order if
He approaches them or me.
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Default Nov 30, 2020 at 06:05 PM
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Exceptional poetry. Thank you.

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Default Dec 03, 2020 at 04:58 AM
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It's not me who should
Have had to apologise
For firing back
At power trippers.
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Default Dec 03, 2020 at 07:48 AM
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I explain to them:
No. I did not discontinue
My tablet because
I was on the verge
Of being made homeless.
I was on the verge of
Being made homeless,
So I came off my tablet
In order to have the guts
To commit hara kiri.
I can't escape the stigma.
I could not see a way out.
My mood disorder does
Make me that tiny bit different,
But I don't have anything wrong with me.
I know that is how a lot of people talk,
About any condition.
Some people think having
Dyslexia or ADD means someone has
"something wrong with them."
But your own family and partner,
Should know better. Am I right?
They should be the ones
Who correct other people.
They should be saying:
No, they don't have something wrong with them. It is a mood disorder.
They have bipolar,
The are not bipolar or a manic depressive.
This famous person has the same as them.
Creative people often have
These types of disorders
But they are perfectly fine.
But no. My thrawn family
And my old flame
Saw me as unfixable "damaged goods"
Because of all the
Local conspiracy theories.
Some spoke about
Me as if my life was over
After a month in rehab. One month.

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Default Dec 03, 2020 at 08:07 AM
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OK my mum tries.
I've caught her time
And time again saying:
Oh you can't tell
Anything is wrong with her.
She is intelligent and works.
I wish she would meet someone,
We do have bonnie bairns.
What's next?
I am a high functioning bipolar?
No I am a normal person
Who happens to have bipolar.
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Default Dec 03, 2020 at 08:15 AM
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I had grown apart
From my friends
Because I had
Been in rehab.
It was all my fault. Not true.
It was the stigma outside
Of rehab that made
It impossible to get
My life back together.
Combine this with,
Having a possessive partner
And an unsupportive family,
It all left me adrift, and
Having to find my own way back.
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Default Dec 04, 2020 at 05:16 AM
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I do not need therapy
To manage the bipolar.
Speaking about the past
And past relationships. Yes.
I cannot change
Other people's views and perceptions.
So talking about stigma
And not falling
Out with loved ones. Another yes.
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Default Dec 04, 2020 at 05:28 AM
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If someone... for only a minute...
Makes you question your worth,
It is them who isn't worthy of you.

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Confused Dec 05, 2020 at 01:27 PM
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I was intelligent so
I had to have a title or
I would be nothing but a disappointment.
I had to be an optometrist,
An architect, an archeologist,
A geologist, an anthropologist,
A geochemist, a toxicologist,
An agricultural engineer, a mechanical engineer, a marine biotechnologist,
An oil spill response specialist,
A computer engineer, an information
security analyst, an environmental scientist.
Not a pansy pie in the sky writer.
Make a real difference. Get a real job.
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Default Dec 06, 2020 at 02:53 AM
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They did not care
About how many egg's
They broke in order
To make their omelette.
Their empire was
Built on the back's of slave labour.
Who made them
The judge, jury and executioner?
If they approach my family or I,
I will pursue legal action
And make a case,
To instate a restraining order against them.

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