Anthem Blue Cross is frustrating me!

I can't afford to go see my therapist and even go to an MD ever. It's also when Anthem tells me they payed this amount and always, I get a bill that says something much higher and then they said. "Oh you were supposed to pay that actually we messed up." then I catch them and show them with documentation through texts papers they sent me before and whatever to prove it's their fault they can't make up their mind on what I owe for anything. They are very poor at their job.

It's that I'm stuck with this insurance, because it's my dad's insurance since my mom can't get good insurance, because she's a contractor and can't get anything. I have a rare neurological condition, maybe parkinson's, I am currently diagnosed probably most likely misdiagnosed Stiff person syndrome, I can't see my therapist which is what I need to help me on this. I'm stuck unable to do much on the opportunities I have in life for things I can't control that I can't afford. I make annually about under 10,000. I'm poor as you get, all by myself can't afford college or any health care. I can't get dental because I am not in college, and I can't afford it. I won't go unless I have it all paid for. My parents too much money on an income to income basis to give me enough financial aid, which I should actually should be able to pay back something like 15 grand or 12 grand to be doable over time, but I'm forced to because of my bizarre situation to be forced to pay 30 to 60 grand on up at any of the schools, because they'll give me 5 grand off it. So what and some 250 dollars on grant money and barely anything to cover a fraction of school costs. I so doing something else about to help myself is impossible. I won't claim disability, I can but I won't.

I am angry how all my money goes to my parents debt I made a payment plan arrangement with my therapist to set up appointments for me to see her because of a financial disability place is helping by paying my therapist's copays future copays for me to see her, but can't pay past ones. I'm owe her 300 something, but we decided 40 a month, but now I don't know if I can do it, because anthem might just say if I had new appointments that I owe them 500 or 900 dollars now because of they didn't cover whatever. I'm fed up with this, it's like I can't afford to live. I can't afford to get better insurance myself, and my parents can't either. This is ridiculous.

Insurance is a really big racket and the only ones who really benefit in the long run are the people who own the insurance.