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Mar 19, 2016 at 03:52 PM
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i really hate my body right now female and fat body
i cant look gender queer as i am i have one binder but thats it and at the moment we cant find it feels so bad that i want to cut them off am not going to do that but i just feel like that some times as i have nothing i can use ...my husband hid the tools i use 
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Mar 19, 2016 at 07:16 PM
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Mar 19, 2016 at 07:34 PM
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 I'd tell him to give you back your tools, you need them in order to feel yourself. If he can't understand that then he needs to realize it's either he has you and accepts you, or he's going to lose you.
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Mar 20, 2016 at 05:32 AM
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i say tools they are blades and knifes
my husband dont want me to harm myself thats why he has hid them __________________ |
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Mar 20, 2016 at 02:44 PM
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Mar 20, 2016 at 07:48 PM
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I posted about it in the body dysmorphic forum, which may have been the wrong place for it, but I'm going through something kind of similar. I'm glad your husband cares enough not to want you to harm yourself.
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Mar 20, 2016 at 10:39 PM
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thank you all for replying to me and for the hugs
its 3.31 am and i cant sleep went to an trans group this weekend i want to bind my breasts there so big am a D cup 40 Am very fat and i hate myself I compare with everyone i see especially trans guys or people who are genderqueer I look so disgusting compared to everyone else IF i had a knife or blade on me id be cutting them off but my husband hides everything from me  
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Mar 20, 2016 at 11:47 PM
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found a knife ...i cut ...am ok clean and looked after it
a little told my husband i cut he more pissed off that i use one of the kitchen knifes __________________ |
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Mar 21, 2016 at 12:15 PM
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Susie: I'm sorry that you feel this way sweety, we do too. We have decided to making out a plan for change, a goal to work for. Were laying out costs and what needs to be done first and trying to start saving for it.
This has really helped ease our dysphoria a bit....actually we're all excited about it. If and when is unknown, but we feel empowered since we are in the process of actually doing something about it. Maybe something like this can work for you hon? 
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Mar 21, 2016 at 09:07 PM
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Get yourself a new binder if it comes down to it. Don't cut, and get a gender thereapist in there. Maybe they can do something about making it so then you can get a breast reduction done.
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