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Default Dec 01, 2020 at 02:23 AM
  #1
Don't say the hospital.
I was going to.
Nobody wants to
Have more than a fling with me.
Even when I publish my novel/s
A lot of people still
Think it is not a real job.
But I had no choice but
To find a career where I
Could be as good as self employed
After being in hospital.
I'm not someone you
Would bring home
To your parents.
If I had a van I could
Get a delivery job as
Online shopping is booming.
It's all well and
Good doing the dog grooming course
But where can I find the funds
To start up my business?

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Default Dec 01, 2020 at 02:57 AM
  #2
The world was never
Going to be my oyster
Because statistically, I came from a
Disadvantaged backround.
My father was disabled
And did not work anymore.
My mum only worked part-time
And my step dad
Did not have a well paid job.
His trade was
Bottom rung of the ladder.
It was soul destroying
Having to work
In a job that men and women
Do while in prison.
I was reminded everyday
Of how my life
Had spiralled dramatically
Off it's axis.
I had hit earth,
And smashed to pieces.
It did feel like
I would never get a
Career that I was capable of
So I could be independent, travel
And make something of my life.
There were more
Locked doors, walls
And broken bridges,
Than open roads, now.
Being good at sport
And a clever student,
I had went from potential
Hero to hopeless.
All my hard work
Had went up in smoke.
I had been in hospital
With the crazies and
According to all
Of the conspiracy theories,
I was only destined
To be a waste of space.
To fade into the background.
My future was in ruins.
Nobody survives ward number four unscathed.

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Default Dec 01, 2020 at 03:25 AM
  #3
I did not need saving.
If I could not
Break down the walls
Or mend the broken bridges,
I would have to fly over them.
My future lay in writing.
I had a dream.
I had a future.
I had to believe in myself
When no one else around me did.

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