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#1
Don't say the hospital.
I was going to. Nobody wants to Have more than a fling with me. Even when I publish my novel/s A lot of people still Think it is not a real job. But I had no choice but To find a career where I Could be as good as self employed After being in hospital. I'm not someone you Would bring home To your parents. If I had a van I could Get a delivery job as Online shopping is booming. It's all well and Good doing the dog grooming course But where can I find the funds To start up my business? Last edited by Lunatyc; Dec 01, 2020 at 04:29 AM.. |
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#2
The world was never
Going to be my oyster Because statistically, I came from a Disadvantaged backround. My father was disabled And did not work anymore. My mum only worked part-time And my step dad Did not have a well paid job. His trade was Bottom rung of the ladder. It was soul destroying Having to work In a job that men and women Do while in prison. I was reminded everyday Of how my life Had spiralled dramatically Off it's axis. I had hit earth, And smashed to pieces. It did feel like I would never get a Career that I was capable of So I could be independent, travel And make something of my life. There were more Locked doors, walls And broken bridges, Than open roads, now. Being good at sport And a clever student, I had went from potential Hero to hopeless. All my hard work Had went up in smoke. I had been in hospital With the crazies and According to all Of the conspiracy theories, I was only destined To be a waste of space. To fade into the background. My future was in ruins. Nobody survives ward number four unscathed. Last edited by Lunatyc; Dec 01, 2020 at 03:58 AM.. |
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#3
I did not need saving.
If I could not Break down the walls Or mend the broken bridges, I would have to fly over them. My future lay in writing. I had a dream. I had a future. I had to believe in myself When no one else around me did. Last edited by Lunatyc; Dec 01, 2020 at 03:41 AM.. |
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