[mropenforchanging]

Hi everyone,

I am here because hoping to find some missing parts of the puzzle in my conversations with girls...

Saturday night, i was in a club, before i went there i drunk 3-4 whisky shots. Anyways, in the place many girls were looking at me, but i am too picky... I am 1,88 tall, and i was looking for only tall girls. There were 3-4 of them. One was dancing with a short guy, but she seems she was having fun, and she was middle of the other side of table, so i was not able to talk to her, and if she rejected me that would be terrible.

Another was a blonde was dancing with a black girl, dam she was so hot. Probably, she was one of the most hottest girl in the place. She was talking to her. I am having a problem to talking to girls, and keep the conversion on, "unfortunately..." I was looking at her they were 4 and one of her friend told something her about me. Then in a few 2 of them separated.. I went next to her i said Hey, How is it going? she didn't answer.. Then i put my hand behind her, and said what is your name? The black girl came closer and told me she is her gf.. and i said wow you are lesbians, and moved on...

Then i saw a tall blonde at a corner, she was talking to her friend. I went near her and said Hey, how are you? she didn't answer, then i said Are you having fun? What is your name? then she said don't you see i am talking about something, then i said ohhh i am sorry girls. " i don't know why i said sorry to that *****" then she was waving her hands front of her nose, probably i was smelling alcohol, but just to avoid that i was chewing gums whole night. I don't know how i was still smelling alcohol.. Then i was walking around, i never looked at girls are shorter than 1,80. Probably i missed lots of girls like that.. There was a girl with her other 4 friends.. One of them looked at me and told something to her friends, and they laughed so i never was brave enough to go next to her to talk. Then after 2 hours i felt like shet because of the first two girls' reactions, they were hell hard girls for me. Two hottest girls in the club... Then i saw another tall Latino girl she was little chappy, but she had cute face, and body. I told her how is it going, what is her name? she told her name. Then she looked to the other side. I was like what the ****, look at me i am going to talk to you(i was saying it inside me)... Then she didn't turn her face to me, and i told her ear have fun tonight, and moved on...
The first two was hard. But, it wasn't enough to overcome my feelings, and i don't know about the third one... Then i left the place took taxi and then went to bus to go home. There were two girls sitting alone, and were lots of other empty places, but then i sit next to a girl. I was thinking like should i tell something to her like, hey how are you, now you may wonder why the stranger sit next to me rather empty space, but i would like to sit next to you rather than a drunk person, or creepy person. Then i thought i was the drunk one already, so it would be stupid to say something like that. Then i waited for while, a blonde came in bus while we were waiting for depart, and i told her i liked her hair, she had really pretty different hair. She looked at me and smiled and moved to her seat. Then after while i started to talk to girl, she made a sound like she was feeling cold, and i said the weather is really terrible today. She agreed. Then i said i was in club yesterday with only a shirt and i am lucky i didn't get sick that night. She was like hmm hmm really. Then i asked what she does in the city? She answered she works in restaurant, i asked where and she gave the street, and i was like wow nice place to work in. Then i asked if she is studying, or only working. She said she is graduated, now she is only working. I asked if she studied in the city, she said she studied in another state, then moved to here. I asked where she is going we were going to jersey from Manhattan. She said she is going to friend's place. Then i assumed she is going to her boy friend's house, time was about 3am. Then i was silent for while because i didn't know what to tell her she never asked a question, but she was smiling all the time, she was cute, not tall but i don't care after 3am Then i told her i have headache if there is a chance she got aspirin, she said no, then i said i am shy to ask other people right now. Who should i ask? probably to ladies. Then i asked how long she has been in NY for, she said, it has been only months. Then i said how did she know her friend, and she said, she knows her from school. Then i was like hell yes it is a female.(maybe she didn't want to say it is her BF) Then i was like so they were in the other state(state name) . and i said it is weird she is going to jersey, i told i always try to run away from jersey. She smiled etc.. She wasn't really talkative or interesting person i assume.. I asked what she does in the city when she had free time, also asked her work days, commented like she must be working hard if she works until that time... She said she is going some landmarks etc.. then i forgot that after while i asked her i asked her what she does in free time, but she didn't answer, and she told same things again... Then i was talking about the pros living in jersey, etc... i stopped asking questions because i was going lack of questions... I didn't know what else i could talk to her... Then when i was leaving i asked her if she has a Facebook or not, i would like to add her, and she said no she doesn't...(she didn't want to give her Facebook.) so i was like what the hell went wrong, so she didn't want to give her Facebook... she was smiling and was nice all the time.. i wasn't really funny in the conversation, but i couldn't figure out why she wouldn't like to give her Facebook. Then i left bus and came home, felt like a waste of saturated night.

So, guys i don't know what is wrong i am tall handsome guy, but these girls made me feel like shet that night. Tell me what is wrong, and what was wrong in my conversations please, and what should i say to girls in club to open the conversation, and keep it going... It is already loud inside, hard to understand since English is my second language it is way harder...

Thanks for reading all the story, anyways...