URGENT help

Hyy , my porn addiction is really ruining my life .

I ve trieddddddddd many things , most I went without porn was 23 days but except that it varied from 2 days to - 5 and just now 7 days .

I cant seem to stop it , if I step outside im triggered by beautiful women ( but then i go and watch porn and not try talking to them or smth ) almost everything is a trigger

Like I said , I tried everything ( normal ) Im looking for a non conventional method that you guys might have heard about

hypnosis / porn blockers nothing works ! I cant contact anyone about this

In about 2 months ill leave to place where I wont have access to internet . And ill stay there for more than half a year .
Now while this might solve my problem , I feel like its cheating , I want to fight this head on till I leave

Any mehtod will be taken into consideration , tks

EDIT : the reason of doing this was thinking if you guys might know about some pills to to keep keep me low when I get triggered

Check out a website called yourbrainrebalanced. There's lots of tips on there about help for this.

been there already

What is wrong with looking at porn? Unless it is illegal porn or it is ALL THE TIME, then how is it a problem?

Masturbation is totally normal, and pornography is frequently used during this.

Your problem is a genuine chemical addiction. You are causing your body to release endorphins that affect the pleasure center of your brain just like antidepressants.

There are medicines that can help you level out your urges. Your problem, being so extreme, needs to be treated like other addictions. Wellbutrin is a drug commonly used to help people calm their urges. But, you really need to be evaluated by a psychiatrist to determine if there are other contributing factors.

IF you are unable to find a psychiatrist or can't afford one like a lot of uninsured people, there are some holistic approaches to the problem. A supplement called SamE helps a lot of people get themselves centered. It helps pick up their mood. If you want to try something more direct, look into Salt Peter. It is very common chemical. (Used to make gun powder) But you should get the pharmaceutical grade. You take a dose when you start filling the urge. It will kill your libido. It's been used and abused for a very long time. Still, I think you really need to see a professional to get the best treatment. Good luck!

Thanks , exactly what I was looking for . Ill add you and maybe we can have a more direct conversation !

The problems is when you are driving and you get the feel you must look at porn even then !

Nothing is wrong with it , but I used it as ardose said