[Lik3]

I have regressed. I have noticed that when my mind is in a "manic" phase, I tend to have obsessive thoughts. Reasoning and resisting them only makes the thoughts worse. Confronting the anxiety and writing down the thoughts help out.

I had a thought about these two Mexican actors who nearly a decade ago worked together on a telenovela and needless to say, they did not get along. I don't know if there is a feud or bad blood between them but the woman talked about the guy in the papers and on radio and the guy had to defend himself.

I have not liked the woman sense and I have had an obsessive thought about the woman. I admitted that I am biased towards the man as I have a crush on him. I realize that it has gotten unhealthy and out of hand. It has bordered on obsession. I have dedicated websites to him, I dream about him, I write about him, and I do a search on him everyday. There are days when I look for information about him on the web. I am obsessed with this man and it has got to stop. I have begun to lose my mind over this.

It has been years since this mess. Maybe they have made since then. Maybe they have moved on. Maybe they have made peace and became friends. Who knows? I don't care, but the OCD says that I should. I want to get over my obsession with this guy and I want to have a clearer mind not clouded by obsession. I wish to remove myself from him and it has been a struggle. I have been obsessed with this man for over 4.5 years now and frankly, it is starting to get old.

It was a good obsession but I don't want it to take over my life. I need to do more productive things and go on more productive websites. I need to erase and separate myself from everything surrounding him. I feel that I must do this and do this for the right reasons, namely sanity. I felt like I was going insane over this feud between the two of them.

I hate feuds, bad blood, tension. I rather that we be at peace with everyone and that they get along. I hate judgments, snotty comments, dehumanizing comments, and name calling. It shows a lack of class and character and I do not respect people that get into such trivial things. I am glad to be unleashing it on you and I needed someone to talk or write to. I feel better since writing you.

[coko27]

Originally Posted by Lik3

I have regressed. I have noticed that when my mind is in a "manic" phase, I tend to have obsessive thoughts. Reasoning and resisting them only makes the thoughts worse. Confronting the anxiety and writing down the thoughts help out.

I had a thought about these two Mexican actors who nearly a decade ago worked together on a telenovela and needless to say, they did not get along. I don't know if there is a feud or bad blood between them but the woman talked about the guy in the papers and on radio and the guy had to defend himself.

I have not liked the woman sense and I have had an obsessive thought about the woman. I admitted that I am biased towards the man as I have a crush on him. I realize that it has gotten unhealthy and out of hand. It has bordered on obsession. I have dedicated websites to him, I dream about him, I write about him, and I do a search on him everyday. There are days when I look for information about him on the web. I am obsessed with this man and it has got to stop. I have begun to lose my mind over this.

It has been years since this mess. Maybe they have made since then. Maybe they have moved on. Maybe they have made peace and became friends. Who knows? I don't care, but the OCD says that I should. I want to get over my obsession with this guy and I want to have a clearer mind not clouded by obsession. I wish to remove myself from him and it has been a struggle. I have been obsessed with this man for over 4.5 years now and frankly, it is starting to get old.

It was a good obsession but I don't want it to take over my life. I need to do more productive things and go on more productive websites. I need to erase and separate myself from everything surrounding him. I feel that I must do this and do this for the right reasons, namely sanity. I felt like I was going insane over this feud between the two of them.

I hate feuds, bad blood, tension. I rather that we be at peace with everyone and that they get along. I hate judgments, snotty comments, dehumanizing comments, and name calling. It shows a lack of class and character and I do not respect people that get into such trivial things. I am glad to be unleashing it on you and I needed someone to talk or write to. I feel better since writing you.

Hey how are you doing right now?I also suffers from ocd and the bad thoughts that stays In your head ,It seems like a robot because my brain always racing and I dont get no relief when Iam sleping and thats a shame.Yeah that Is good writting down your thoughts that does help some until the stupid panic attacks come on out the blue.If you ever get lonely then you can pm me good luck and big huggs

[Aunt Donna]

You aren't alone. I hate those stupid obsessive thoughts. You get a thought stuck in your head and it won't leave. I struggle like you do and also, find writing things down does help. I am here, too if you need someone to talk to.

[Lik3]

Thank you both. Yesterday has not been kind to me and I spent a large chunk of the day sleeping. I have not felt well and I find myself in pain.

[Aunt Donna]

Take care of yourself.

[Keightii]

I have obtrusive obbsesive thoughts also, at the moment surrounding the pronounciation of the the letter 'H'. Pronounced 'aych', as opposed to 'haych', surrounds so much of my daily routine you would not believe. Simply seeing the former there is making my brain scream to delete it. How to cleanse the brain of these? I have had these sorts of thoughts sonde I was about 6.

[Lik3]

I have thoughts sometimes about others, men and women, who don't get along. I wish everyone could get along and live in harmony. I avoid many tv shows, movies, and books that have infidelity as a theme. I have thought, Keightii about extreme infidelity committed by wives, not husbands.