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Mar 20, 2012, 05:45 AM
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Like everyone says.
It would be great. My fingers hurt. My face hurts. My arms hurt. My legs hurt. I can't stop picking. Also, I've been cleaning for upwards of 14 hours. I'm on a nicotine patch. I've been trying to quit smoking. I'm down to two a day. My quit date is 04/01/2012. I'm going to make it happen. Went back up on my Luvox to 150mg after quitting it because of a medication induced manic episode at 300mg. Hopefully, it will be enough to help. I want to clean still. I want to be able to take care of myself still. 300 mg made me not care. BUT BOY IS BEING HUMAN A GREAT SHOW. /end tangent. Also, I can't stop arranging things... And why the hell does all my body wash have to be orange and citrus right now? JESUS.
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Mar 21, 2012, 03:20 PM
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Update. Back on Luvox 150mg. Not feeling manic. Easier to do things without being obsessed with them. The other day when I started back on it I spent the whole night cleaning and deleting things from my computer. Nice to be back to somewhere near...functional. Why doesn't anyone talk to me on here? My BPD is kicking in and it says everyone hates me, no one likes me, please don't leave me here alone.
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- Amanda (amaviena@gmail.com)"I'm insecure, impatient, and a little selfish. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe |
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Mar 23, 2012, 07:18 PM
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No one hates you. But your post is pretty much a self-explanatory rant. Nothing that anyone can really say or do to change that. Your terrible state has passed -- Congratulations. Hopefully it doesn't happen again. Perhaps you need to explore some new treatment options for the skin-picking since nothing has seemed to work thus far. Sufficient? : )
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