[newtus]

its tough being a female and having no eyebrows and eyelashes and getting made fun of it not just from other females but males too when your a teen girl. but in my mind because i have another disorder i figured i might as well be ostracized by trich or my other disorder. so i havent stopped (but i have tried stopping) pulling them out. but now at 22 its gotten so bad ive started pulling the hair on my scalp out. but it just started a year ago at 21. so its not really noticeable. but my hair is thinning. still not that bad yet.

its one of the most toughest disorders and effects the self esteem to biggest extent because its one of those disorders you can actually see with the human eye. and i get questioned ALL the time "did you shave your eyebrows?" or "where are your eyebrows???". since i was coming into young adulthood ive learned to play off the questions and harrassment by making fun of myself. or making up silly and stupid answers to the questions like "my mom stole them" or lol something. something entirely idiotic because deep down im extremely extremely hurt by it.