Sorry I’m new to this so I don’t even know if it’s in the right spot. A few months ago I started to think I was a pedophile. I don’t know where it started or why but ever since I have not been able to stop thinking about it and its ruining my life. I don’t do anything I used to love to do because of it. I also watch Netflix to try and cope but I watch shows that involve murder investigations and then I start to believe that ill turn into a murderer and I don’t know what to do. I get Ideas and thoughts that make me really uncomfortable and this is the only place I could really turn.

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Perhaps it would be a good idea if you tried to get into a counseling program somewhere. Find a Therapist that you like and talk all this over with him/her. The T may be able to help you figure out what is c ausing the strange thoughts.