hello, i am here as i have rocd and i need help, my boyfriend and i are very distant and i am always feeling like i am jealous of his happiness and success, i sometimes fake sleep because i dont wanna talk, i feel like i dont love him, i dont care if he is sick, having a bad time, i wanna be next to him because i feel i have to, or because i need him to do this in return, i am afraid i would cheat on him, i look at other guys and girls. when we fight i really do feel like i hate him, but when he apologizes i regret this i feel like when i am talking to friends and being strong without him is bad, i even cried when i knew he had a better score on sat than me, i am afraid i would hate him because i feel like i am mad but i dont say sometimes because in my mind i feel like i am faking it i think i should break up, i feel bad

[Skeezyks]

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[cincidak]

I can't tell you what to do, but if you do not love him maybe you should let him go. Find someone you enjoy being around, someone you want to communicate with and have adventures in life with. I hope you make the right decision for you.

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[kamikazebaby]

If you don't love him, wish for his good, and don't want to be there when he needs you, then you should let him go.