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I THINK AM GOING TO HURT PEOPLE ...I CANT I,LL BE ARRESTED AND JAILED
I USE TO THINK LIKE THIS BEFORE BUT GOT BETTER UNSURE WHAT I DID TO MAKE MYSELF BETTER BUT NOW ITS BACK...I CANT GO OUT I HAVE TO STAY HERE AND ONLY GO OUT IN EMERGENCIES UNSURE IF I SHOULD SAY SOMETHING TO MY HUSBAND ...I THINK HE WILL BE PISSED OFF WITH ME FOR HAVING THESE THOUGHTS AGAIN

ITS VOICES AS WELL AM ON ANTI P'S AS WELL AS ANTI A AND ANTI D
DONT KNOW WHAT MADE ME THIS BAD ...

I THINK I NEED TO TELL HIM I JUST THINK HE WILL BE ANGRY WITH ME

[passionfruit3]

Even if he is what if its a child you hurt?

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[*Laurie*]

How are you doing, Asphyxia?

[passionfruit3]

I don't mean to make you sad but you have to take responsibility and do what in your heart feels right if doing what your doing now does now feels right. By all means continue dont tell your husband reap what you sow.if not take responsibility get help.

[*Laurie*]

Originally Posted by passionfruit3

I don't mean to make you sad but you have to take responsibility and do what in your heart feels right if doing what your doing now does now feels right. By all means continue dont tell your husband reap what you sow.if not take responsibility get help.

Hi passionfruit, Sometimes people with OCD have unexplainable thoughts of believing they are going to hurt a loved one, even though they would never hurt anyone or anything. The thoughts are intrusive and very hard to stop, and have their root in anxiety.

I'm not sure what's going on with asphyxia, but since she posted on the OCD board I assume her thoughts of hurting someone are from OCD.

[passionfruit3]

Originally Posted by *Laurie*

Hi passionfruit, Sometimes people with OCD have unexplainable thoughts of believing they are going to hurt a loved one, even though they would never hurt anyone or anything. The thoughts are intrusive and very hard to stop, and have their root in anxiety.

I'm not sure what's going on with asphyxia, but since she posted on the OCD board I assume her thoughts of hurting someone are from OCD.

Yeah just wish shed respond i was hard on her i know i just wanted her tp get help but i did not know about ocd.or i would have approached differently.i know they have these intrusive thoughts we all have them to an extent but for people with ocd its more severe.so i feel for her.

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Yes i have OCD sorry i should have explained av had OCD for years
normally its with blaphous thought and sometimes like this
had to go out with my husband he said he didnt want me stuck in the house we went to starbucks it was scary normally i dont hurt people av never hurt people
am more scared of them than anything else sorry i should have said

[*Laurie*]

I understand. OCD is a monster that tells us lies and more lies.

[passionfruit3]

Originally Posted by -Asphyxia-

Yes i have OCD sorry i should have explained av had OCD for years
normally its with blaphous thought and sometimes like this
had to go out with my husband he said he didnt want me stuck in the house we went to starbucks it was scary normally i dont hurt people av never hurt people
am more scared of them than anything else sorry i should have said

Its okay i get intrusive thoughts as well it can be a struggle but a positive thing for you is your not impulsive.do you have a counselor who teaches you desensitization techniques for your fears?

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no i was seeing someone but it was a while ago
am doing mindfulness with my pastor in a group that should help me

[passionfruit3]

Does that help

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The mindful meditation didnt help it was my first time trying it but am going to keep going to it .

[passionfruit3]

I think it doesn't help cause a pastor is meant to preach as a.therapist is meant for counseling no offense.