Hey,
I have struggled with what I believe to be Pure O for 7 years. Recently I have begun to see an online therapist secretly and I do enjoy how non judgemental she is compared to most regular people. For a few months now I have begun to have intrusive thoughts about her, but I dismissed it as being anxious about being in therapy. But recently it has begun to get to me so I searched for answers online only to find that it is quite common for people to become infatuated with their therapists and I ended up spiking BADLY!!! Then I searched for more answers on Google and found that emotional attachments to therapists is quite common and some people even have intrusive/obsessive thoughts about their therapists and "feel as though they are in love with them". I realized that this is what I have basically been experiencing all along and it scares me shitless!! I am worried that this means I am in love with her and that this will jeprodize the feelings I have for my partner. I already feel as though any feelings I have for her are taking the place of the feelings I have for my partner! Maybe I am just worrying, but I don't want to take that risk!
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