[Lion7773]

Hi guys while im typing this i have doubts whether if i can understand my thoughts, i feel i cant understand nobody and nothing make sense to me i feel blank also i doubt people exist. I feel lile im some sort of god who is alone and nothing else exist but only me. I also doubt my memories wether if they happened or not. How could i deal with this? Im on medication but it doesnt work so well and i go to therapy sometimes. How would u handle this if it was you who had these type of thoughts. I have more but these are the main ones. plz someone help me i spent like 1h telling myself that my thoughts are false but again what is a thought? Or what it means when something is false? Lol my brain is a mess. I seem to be smart despite this i got A in english 101 and i talk nobody have told me that i have a speaking problem.

[Skeezyks]

Hello Lion: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central.

I'm sorry I don't think there is going to be much in the way of advice I can offer with regard to your concerns. (Hopefully there will be other PC members who will have some thoughts they can share.) You mentioned you take medications & sometimes go to therapy. You didn't mention what diagnosis, or diagnoses, you have.

I see you posted this thread in the OCD forum. To me, as a non-professional, some of what you described sounds like schizophrenia. And then some of what you described sounds like depersonalization / derealization. However, since I'm not a mental health professional, I really can't say.

Here are links to 5 articles, from Psych Central's archives, that discuss the experience of depersonalization / derealization & offer tips for coping with it. Included are links to 2 "Ask the Therapist" columns where the writers wrote in asking about depersonalization / derealization:

6 Warning Signs You Suffer From Depersonalization Disorder

What Dissociation Feels Like: Each Type Described In A Poem | Counseling Confidential

10 Simple Ways to Relieve Depersonalization

Is It Possible I Could Have Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder? - Ask the Therapist

Nothing Feels Real, Almost Dream Like - Ask the Therapist

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.

[*Beth*]

Welcome to PC, Lion. I hope you look around the forum, because I know you'll find a lot of support here. I feel like I have a messed up brain...many of us here feel that way.