[steponme]

so today has been a bad day for me. i lost my girlfriend lastnight we'd been together for 6 years. i drank way to much clear up to sunrise this morning. and my dad wants to kick me out. i think he hates me. i'm just very lost today. i'm tired of doing nothing it just seems like everytime i get my head right. i mess up... big time too! ugh. i don't get to talk to people very often lately i've spent a lot of time in quite. i don't talk to my sisters anymore cause i never have any good news. i don't know i guess this is me venting. i've had a rough and roudy past. it's like i get over one problem just to stumble into another.

[gimmeice]

(((((((((((((( steponme ))))))))))))))))))

I am sending you some hugs.
Have you ever considered talking to a professional? Many people including me find therapy very helpful for working through problems.

[steponme]

i live in a house were feelings dont apply and sadly i have no job no money and no gas. but, i've told them i want to it didnt go very far.

[the1forgotten]

Sending positive vibes your way. I hope that things get better. My private message box is always open. Take care of yourself.

[Catherine2]

Originally Posted by steponme

i live in a house were feelings dont apply and sadly i have no job no money and no gas. but, i've told them i want to it didnt go very far.

steponme,
I'm sorry you are going through such a rough time...

Perhaps there are things you can do/actions to take that can change your situation? Are you eligible for disability through SSA?
Under the circumstances, you might qualify for counseling through your local community services.
Making the time to make phone calls and find out what is available to you will likely be of benefit to you.

In my family of origin, most feelings were "disallowed."
I can relate to how this feels, please do what you can to make a life for yourself.
Life can be joyful and good, and it's worth the effort to pursue it.

Best wishes,

Catherine