[teary_me]

mum doesnt want me here, dad doesnt want me at home so what do it do? noone tell me its the depression cos its not ive read for myself. where do i go now?? noone wants me around so do i just say goodbye an leave foreva?? or do i do what others say an 'hang in there'? do i do what my cousin msged me telling me to do? which was kill myself an get it over an done with? what?? what do i do? i feel like im nobody like nobody cares or loves me. why am i still here WHY??????
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
someone please tell me what do i do?

[teary_me]

think i know my answer... i dont think anyone cares but hey **** happens its life i guess

[Rmdctc]

Im so sorry this is happening tear. Is there anyone else in the family that could help you.....maybe like aunts, uncles, or grandparents? Have you tired talking with a T or maybe getting your whole family in to a T? I hope things work out and PM me anytime you need to talk.

[teary_me]

rmd none of the family are willing to go see a T, as for aunties or uncles an that there is noone.. doesnt matter thanks for ur reply anywway

[whiteNight]

theres only a handful of people that I have grown close to and extra enjoyed spending time with, and when im on my wild side I love spending time with you. I cant speak for everyone, but as for me I want you

I dont mind being selfish sometimes when it comes to being around people.
Stay strong and If you need to find a new road to take in life then thats what happens.

Live to make a difference in someones life any day

[Rmdctc]

I gave you the numbers for hotlines and you need to call tear. We all do care, but it is a holiday weekend in the US and lots of people are not around. Please call the hotline if you feel bad.

[depressedalaskan]

((((teary_me)))) Sorry you are going through this. Wish I could take you in. My mind is not up to words today. But sending you hugs and letting you know I care.

[Rmdctc]

I do hope you sticked with what you said you were going to do. I am sorry this is happening to you. I hope you feel better and can work things out with your family.

[horsecab]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((teary)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[Seabirdanne]

The day you realize that your family doesn't love you the way you love them is a bad, bad day. They're probably never going to give you the support you need; your task is to find that support someplace else, and this is a good place to start. Hold your head up and don't listen to what those unhappy people say. You have support here and I'm sure you will find it where you are, too. You just have to keep looking and don't give up.

[Rohag]

*To self: I really need to get my head out of the Depression forum more often.*

Teary_me! Cruel irony - people so close to you make you feel unwelcome, and others so far from you would love your company.

As best you can, lean on us until those who will love you for you appear.

[babyfairyfifi]

Teary hunny,

There is a world beyond that of family.

I know that it is very hard to come to terms with the feeling that those closest to you in your family cannot love you the way you need them to. I understand this pain all too well.

BUT , you can't choose your family, but you certainly can choose your partner and friends.
There will be someone out there who will love you for you, but first you have to understand that you are capable of being loved. Don't let the conflict with your parents make you feel that you are not worthy as a person. You have just started with your life, don't give up until you have spread your wings and flown the nest.

Good luck and be strong.