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Nov 14, 2005 at 06:00 AM
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the edge of my breakdown is always latent. continually surfacing without restraint.
i know i need help. but i don't know who to turn to. i need someone to help me... but everyone around me seems so fragile. there is always an excuse i conjure not to burden those around me for help. the only person i turn to is an ex boyfriend -- over burdening him. I keep thinking... my dad can't afford to help, brother is emotionally intolerant. i Have to handle things on my own. only problem is -- i can't. and i know it. So i skillfully hold on to my shattering pieces, holding on for dear life... Afraid that when i totally break, i will be completely alone. bleeding. alone to die. my put together act is a total lie. i don't want people to know what is really going on i have no trust. i am not real i am not honest with everyone. i am not honest with myself my demons are too big for me. i can't handle it. what can i do? |
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Nov 14, 2005 at 09:42 AM
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go to your county health clinic, like i did, and ask to see a doctor. tell him your emotional state. if you don't have a county clinic, go to a state one. or an ER. someone will help you. good luck, pat
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Grand Magnate
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Nov 14, 2005 at 10:19 AM
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You don't have to do this alone. There are people out there that will help you if you just ask. I know it's hard sometimes to ask for help, but it's really worth it. I hope you find help soon... take care.
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Nov 14, 2005 at 01:40 PM
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I agree with Pat/Fayerody. You don't need to do this alone. Go to a County Mental Health Clinic or your nearest hospital.
We're here for you, too. Please take care of YOU. __________________ Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. |
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Grand Poohbah
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Nov 14, 2005 at 09:27 PM
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Welcome to the forums.
 I hope you will try to find professional help. Keep talking to us as well, it can help.
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