[Kaame]

Okay , it's been progressively getting worse since I was young. I don't want to sound crazy , I sated that I am . But since I was little I've always believed some strong evil ..thing has been following nd haunting me since I could remember . Like now in te presence it's getting worse . I am 16 nd a female. Nd randomly I get these bigg rushes of something might be standing from a distance from me and about to kill me . So I walk away in a startled and can't help but to look everywhere as I walk . Uhm two days ago I had a nightmare. I always have nightmares rarely hood dreams. But two days ago I had a dream , I was standing in my drive way I think it was early morning and I looked to the house next to mine . Nd there was this girl . I just knew she was young around my age . She had on a hospital dress nd she looked almost grey nd pale . She was dead nd shesaid to me . It was in my head she said it to me that's she been haunting me for a month . I don't know if it's like a paradox of me. Cause I'm scared of myself but when I woke up out of shone. I swear her face was in my face and famished . Again I might be insane but that's just te beginning of my story . I just want to get the part out cause it's the hardest to say cause I'm scared of being judged.

Hello, Kaame. Is professional help an option for you?

[mel80]

Wow sounds like you really need to talk with someone like a t or councillor or something.I have had a fear of judgement for many years so that does tend to make life harder telling people things.I hope that you can get some sort of help pc is always here as a sounding board.hang in there

[Kaame]

I wanna get help. But i dont want to tell my parents about it. Cause.. cause they wont treat me the same :/