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I wasn't sure which forum I should post this in, but I figured I would try this...so here's my story.
I was discharged from the military two years ago, with what they diagnosed as GAD, and Personality Disorder. Since then, I feel like my mental health has worsened. The medicine I was taking (Celexa), made me feel even worse, and side effects included night terrors, and sexual problems. I stopped taking it because I lost my job due to illness, and could no longer afford my medicine, and things actually seemed to improve at first. However, here lately my panic and anxiety has worsened, I feel paranoid at times, and I switch emotions at the drop of the hat. I also have hallucinations at times, and even hear things. I even sometimes feel like I have delusions of grandeur. Is it possible to have psychosis, be bi-polar, depressed, paranoid, and a megalomaniac all at the same time? And could these symptoms just be a part of the GAD or Personality Disorder, or is it likely that it's something else entirely? What is the line between delusions of grandeur and self-esteem? Don't we all want to feel like we have a purpose, or that our lives are important? Do these sort of things sometimes impair one's ability to work, even with medication? Any advice? |
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welcome smartguy.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Only a psych professional can render an accurate diagnosis. Is there a VA hospital near you that you could go to to obtain evaluation and treatment?
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I am with unhappyguy.....I would go to the VA even if one is not to close they will reimburse you for gas or shuttle you there to your appt. I know there is a antidepressant out there that will work for you, don't give up. Oh and by the way, Thank You for your Service and Sacrifice for the country!
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Hello, smartguy85. Thanks for your service. I hope you find whatever help you may need.
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smartguy85
No answers for you but just want to encourage you to get help and support. Sounds like it's getting pretty scary! Please take some steps forward to get the help you deserve! Thank you for your service and keep us posted. |
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