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Member Since Jan 2006
Location: Australia
Posts: 348
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I am lost i am hopeless and i miss my friends.
i hate this new place and i want to get out. im going to end up in a bad place where i am watch 24/7 i want to go home to the place i always knew. I cant sit here and just pretend everything is okay. It just not right. I cant stay here and i want to run away back to my best friend. Its too hard moving and my t says that moving was a bad idea. She thinks it may have been to stressful. I AGREE!!!!! I hate having schizophrenia and having to take meds and i hated moving and i want to cry... My sister got to stay and live with her boyfriend. my brother is staying with his girlfriend and i am stuck with the terrible 2 (2 three year old children) and mom and dad. Its so unfair. it's always "milly can you do this, milly can you do that!" it was never like that when my brother and sister was living with us. Mom and dad would share the work around the three of us. I hate my life. i feel like i am not worthy of living. i m just not plain worthy. Anyway thanks for letting me vent. I will let you know when things get better Milly __________________ “When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves” Viktor Frankl
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Wise Elder
Member Since Jan 2006
Location: Florida
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VENT AWAY....... it always helps me and this place is great for doing it in.
If I may ask? - where are you right now? ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ for we all hate being ill, but together we can make IT. LoVe, Rhapsody - |
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Veteran Member
Member Since Jan 2006
Location: Australia
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we moved from canberra to sydney
__________________ “When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves” Viktor Frankl
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2004
Location: Pennsylvania
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(((((milly)))))
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Member
Member Since Jan 2006
Location: Jamestown NY
Posts: 58
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Milly, Please email me we can still communicate through email if you want its up to you though
Your Friend, Wizzard __________________ |
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Poohbah
Member Since Dec 2005
Location: who cares where I\'m at
Posts: 1,258
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Oh yeah, I feel ya......moving really really sucks. Especially when your leaving so many people behind. But it's okay, with time you will adapt, you'll make new friends, and you'll be out with them more often, and get the breaks you need from the terrible 2. Just give it time......be very patient.
I'd hate for you to have to go to the "bad place", I've been there, and your right it is a bad place. You need to whatever it takes to stay out of the "bad place", by being a good girl and focusing on other things like your studies......friends and a life will come with time. Don't be so hard on yourself.....your not worthless because of your dx's, that's something that your body controlling physically.......beyond you. You can live a happy normal productive life just like everybody else.....but with lots of hard work and dedication of course. I hope you feel better.....look up Milly, ttyl Desirae __________________ |
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Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2005
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 1,474
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Sorry things are stressful for you right now. They will get better.
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