[pompoms101]

i live in the uk. my mom and dad are so great. i am just scared. i see my school counselller every week beacuse i find school hard and have been bullied all my life. i think i have deppression and so dose my counceller. i have asked my mom to go to the doctors about it but she says its just my hormones and we have never been. i want to die but i dont at the same time. i think of death a lot and i also want to self harm and have done too a few times yet nobody noties. i see my self in the 3rd person and feel as though i watch myself and that i am not myself but someone else. i just want someone that i dont no to tell me that im gonna be ok. im so scared that one day i might just say to my parents everyhitn that my counceler nows and thats no good. please xxx

[-Astral-]

I do thin k you need to see a dr as soon as you can ...depression is serous and needs to be checked if it is your hormones they can do something about that ...
i hope you see a dr soon

hi, pompoms. i am sorry that you are being bullied by classmates. it's not right. it's also not right that you are self cutting because that's like bullying yourself. please don't join these people by mistreating yourself. instead, if your parents don't get the message, then please see a school counselor or teacher who is more familiar with bullying issues and can be more sympathetic to your problems. one of the effects of bullying is to isolate out of embarrassment. this instict is misleading. it is better to reach out to others for support and help. please try to make new friends. please see a school counselor or teacher as soon as possible to help you deal with bullies. all the best to you!