[Azalysa]

Hi, everyone!

Stopping by to say I'm still here even though I haven't posted in a couple of weeks.

I've pretty much pulled out of the 5 month depressive episode and am currently being weaned off and down from some of the meds.

Since I resigned my job (best thing I've done) and haven't begun seeking another one yet, I'm working through a temporary agency. I basically signed up due to a special project they were recruiting for - scoring school standardized tests. It is also somewhat stressful and mainly tiring staring at a computer screen for 5 hours, but it's back in my field and an area I enjoy.

I also gave my 2 months notice to vacate my current apartment. I've been here and love it. I love the area, I love how close I am to my pharmacy (a big thing for those of us on meds!!) my church, major shopping, etc. It's also a great apartment community with wonderful office personnel, maintenace people...well, you get the idea.

But, I can't afford it any longer. Even if I was still in my former job (which is why I moved to this part of town in the first place) I couldn't afford it as rent in this area is going sky high.

I broke down in tears when I handed in my notice. (Whyyyyy can't I hold tears back??)

So anyway am now in "apartment shopping mode."

And that's where I've been lately!

Praying that all is well, or getting there, in your lives...I think of you all often!

[Fuzzybear]

hey ((((((((( Aza ))))))))))

[January]

Hi Aza!

It's so good to hear from you. I hope you find a wonderful apt and an awesome job. Keep in touch as you can.

((((((((((( Aza ))))))))))

Hugs,

Jan

[desirae]

It's so good to see you stop in and give us a brief on how you are doing. Some don't sound that great, but you seem to be positive about the entire situations, which is very admirable. Strength and positiveness goes along way.

I to just went through the Apartment Shopping mode myself and we ended up finding a great place for us and the children, and it's half the rent we were paying in our previous rental. So don't give up in finding a very nice place for yourself, you just have to keep looking till you find the one, good luck with that!

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((Azalysa)))))))))))))))) I hope you find an awesome apartment.

[darkeyes]

((((((((( Azalysa ))))))

Glad to see you, and I am wishing you lots of love and luck with your new venture.
Just always remember to keep the faith, and that you have many friends here.

Take care now,
Roe

[BlueFaith]

(((( Aza ))))
It's so good to see you! I hope you find a wonderful apartment. Let us know when you can.. Good luck with the job, too!

[EJ711]

Aza -

So good to hear from you!

You've been on my mind especially this last week -- hoping things were going well for you.

I know how you feel about leaving your apartment complex. I still miss my last house and the community where I was before I left my corporate position.

It's OK to tear up. Some of us feel things more deeply.

Hugs,
EJ

[Azalysa]

Wow!!! Thank you {{{{{{all}}}}} for your kind words and encouragement - especially the apartment hunting.

You all have been so wonderful and supportive of me during a really bad time. I only hope I can offer that back and/or pay it forward.

Hugs all around again!!

[Rapunzel]

(((((((Aza)))))))))

Thanks for checking in. Things will work out for you. I'm sorry to hear that you've been having a hard time lately though. Feel free to PM me if you want to. I'd like to hear more if you want to talk.

Rap