[helpmelive93]

i have been diagnosed with suicidal depression.... i was taking medicine and doing very well but due to way to many people and my age i couldnt get medicaid anymore.... therefor couldnt get to doctors, or get anymore of my meds, i sometimes dont know what to do constantly cry myself to sleep. someone talk to me please!!!!

[Raindropvampire]

I don't know how it is where you are but here we have two free clinics for people who need therapy. Can you contact your local hospital and see if they might have a listing? It's horrible to need help and not be able to get. You truly have my deepest sympathy.

[el vic]

Originally Posted by helpmelive93

i have been diagnosed with suicidal depression.... i was taking medicine and doing very well but due to way to many people and my age i couldnt get medicaid anymore.... therefor couldnt get to doctors, or get anymore of my meds, i sometimes dont know what to do constantly cry myself to sleep. someone talk to me please!!!!

i am with you friend! i understand because i am in the same situation with depression. i know there is help and i would be happy to help you find it just as i found some for me. in my case medication doesn't work well. i am on them but continue very depressed and my suicidal thoughts continue. as to that, i can tell you that i have met many people that attempted suicide and they were ALL happy that they were here. so i gave up that idea looking for a way to be out of this. there are many that have gotten well. so there is a way - i don't think we are different or worst. is just we haven't found a way. if you were doing well on meds, i would make a big effort in getting them and you can for free. let me know if i can help you