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Old Jun 27, 2006, 02:05 AM
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i try to roll my car for attention and end up in a ditch not steep enough to roll... A cop who by law had to take me in to the ER for a check. he searched my car and found tons of blades. ER doc says follow up on my appointments and see another doc about my digestive problems, cop brings me back to my car, and sends me on my way. (my car had no damage)

my bf doesnt know, my family doesnt know, only you and CR and the ER.

In no way was this a suicide attempt, just a way to get attention.. Im so worn out from being sick and working too much.. cant take days off..

I told the cop i veiwed myself as a disease, a cures upon mankind. All i do is hurt people. But suicide is wrong in my eyes so this curse will plague everyone...

if anyone ask. Im Not Ok.
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Old Jun 27, 2006, 03:02 AM
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{{{{{{{{BlackDragon}}}}}}}}}}} I'm so sorry! Wish I had athe magic words to make it all better... then I'd use them on myself, too, tonight. Feeling about like you. feeling so alone, so abandon, so small (trigger)
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Old Jun 27, 2006, 03:23 AM
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no words to offer at this moment just some hugs
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Old Jun 27, 2006, 08:41 AM
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((((((((((((( BD ))))))))))))

I'm so sorry you are so upset. When do you see the new Dr? Please tell him/her exactly how you are feeling. If you can't say the words aloud, write them down and hand them to him/her.

Please let us know how you are doing. Be careful and be good to yourself.

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Old Jun 27, 2006, 09:40 AM
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Oh Blackdragon, so desperate, I'm sooo sorry!!! Feeling alone and in pain is just sooo suck. Needing somebody to notice is so frustrating..... I can hear you screaming from here.

I hope today is a little better and you can get some deep breaths down into you r lungs. Can you verbalize to us what kind of attention would make it better? Maybe we all can brainstorm together and help you get pointed in the right direction. Lotsa experience ealing with the kakas on this board. Hang in there, us bunnies care.
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Old Jun 27, 2006, 12:44 PM
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I am really sorry - I wish I had something profound to say, but all I can do is offer you my support.
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Old Jun 27, 2006, 12:55 PM
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((((((((((((((((((BD))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry how awful this must be for you. Please try and stay safe.
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((((((((((blackdragon)))))))))))) hang in there.
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I am so sorry you are hurting so badly. Please tell someone close to you how you feel even if you need to write it down.

I do care for you! feeling so alone, so abandon, so small (trigger)
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Old Jun 28, 2006, 10:16 AM
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((Blackdragon)) i am so sorry you are having such a difficult time. Please talk to someone you trust about your feelings and take care of yourself.
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