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Grand Member
Member Since May 2004
Location: Im somewhere around here.
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Jun 27, 2006 at 02:05 AM
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i try to roll my car for attention and end up in a ditch not steep enough to roll... A cop who by law had to take me in to the ER for a check. he searched my car and found tons of blades. ER doc says follow up on my appointments and see another doc about my digestive problems, cop brings me back to my car, and sends me on my way. (my car had no damage)
my bf doesnt know, my family doesnt know, only you and CR and the ER. In no way was this a suicide attempt, just a way to get attention.. Im so worn out from being sick and working too much.. cant take days off.. I told the cop i veiwed myself as a disease, a cures upon mankind. All i do is hurt people. But suicide is wrong in my eyes so this curse will plague everyone... if anyone ask. Im Not Ok. __________________ 
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Location: CA
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Jun 27, 2006 at 03:02 AM
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{{{{{{{{BlackDragon}}}}}}}}}}} I'm so sorry! Wish I had athe magic words to make it all better... then I'd use them on myself, too, tonight. Feeling about like you.
__________________ Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. |
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Jun 27, 2006 at 03:23 AM
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no words to offer at this moment just some hugs
(((((((((((((((((blackdragon)))))))))))))))))))) __________________  No kind action ever stops with itself. One kind action leads to another. Good example is followed. A single act of kindness throws out roots in all directions, and the roots spring up and make new trees. The greatest work that kindness does to others is that it makes them kind themselves.
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Jun 27, 2006 at 08:41 AM
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((((((((((((( BD ))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you are so upset. When do you see the new Dr? Please tell him/her exactly how you are feeling. If you can't say the words aloud, write them down and hand them to him/her. Please let us know how you are doing. Be careful and be good to yourself. Hugs, Jan __________________ I still dream and I still hope, therefore I can take what comes today. Jan is in Lothlorien reading 'neath a mallorn tree. My avatar and signature were created for my use only and may not be copied or used by anyone else. |
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2005
Location: CA
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Jun 27, 2006 at 09:40 AM
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Oh Blackdragon, so desperate, I'm sooo sorry!!! Feeling alone and in pain is just sooo suck. Needing somebody to notice is so frustrating..... I can hear you screaming from here.
I hope today is a little better and you can get some deep breaths down into you r lungs. Can you verbalize to us what kind of attention would make it better? Maybe we all can brainstorm together and help you get pointed in the right direction. Lotsa experience ealing with the kakas on this board. Hang in there, us bunnies care. __________________  |
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Location: South Africa
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Jun 27, 2006 at 12:44 PM
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I am really sorry - I wish I had something profound to say, but all I can do is offer you my support.
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Jun 27, 2006 at 12:55 PM
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((((((((((((((((((BD))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry how awful this must be for you. Please try and stay safe.
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Jun 27, 2006 at 10:26 PM
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((((((((((blackdragon)))))))))))) hang in there.
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Jun 27, 2006 at 11:03 PM
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I am so sorry you are hurting so badly. Please tell someone close to you how you feel even if you need to write it down.
I do care for you! 
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Member Since Aug 2003
Location: Wa
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Jun 28, 2006 at 10:16 AM
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((Blackdragon)) i am so sorry you are having such a difficult time. Please talk to someone you trust about your feelings and take care of yourself.
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