Hi everyone! Sorry I havent been around, lost internet for a couple weeks then when I got it back, it was broken and they had to fix it.

Heres whats up with me.

Cory and I decided to end things a couple months back, but have remained great friends throughout. He has come out as bisexual in those couple of months, which I am so proud of! He is dating a wonderful young man now who has been his close friend for many years. To be honest, everyone sort of suspected as much.

Mentally, I am .... so so. I am fluctuating alot, not sure why. Missed meds for two days due to $ issues last week and it really threw me for a loop. Still settling back in. however, NOW MEDS ARE COVERED! YAYYYYYYY! FINALLY!

Got assessed for welfare, they won't give me disability because my doctor says he wants to go two months at a time with writing me off work to see how I progress - so they say that because they have no guarantee that I will not be fit to work in two months that I don't qualify. That leaves me with regular welfare - a whopping 475.00 a month for rent, food and bills. Yippee. (sarcasm) I am in shock that they make people live off of 475.00 a month... you know, it just doesn't seem right. I know there is people who take advantage but what about the ones who do not?

Starting dating a new guy, Shawn. Hes a chef in a pub, tall, handsome with lovely blue AND brown eyes ( really its neat - blue on the outside, brown on the inside around the pupil). Hes very sweet and brings me goodies all the time which helps with the food bills. We have been doing ok so far.

The alters have been hiding alot since Cory and I broke up, however I am having an easier time dealing with them when they are out thanks to Cory working with them so patiently.

Told the new guy BREIFLY about what my issues are, and he witnessed the little one come out once. He took it well I think (he hasn't run away yet anyways).

I am making art, all day every day. I love it. I am happy when I am inspired. Realized that I get most of my inspiration from the earth. Went for a private nature walk today and just felt the wind..and felt regenerated.

What else .. the new kitten is BADNESS! But cute kitteny badness. He just needs to stop thinking toes are chew toys. Ha Ha Ha.

Lost my last roomate, so I think I will be moving. I am somewhat excited to be honest.

Oh! I have a job interveiw on thursday for an excellent position in the same call center feild I have been in for 6 years, and the pay is excellent. They like me already, so I have a foot in the door. With any luck I will start on monday!!

So, that is about all of the excitement I can think of right now. Will update more as I remember it!

I have missed you all soooooo much

[Rhapsody]

((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

Glad that YOU are back........................


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

Thanks Rhap - good to see ya

[Sabrina]

I have missed you too! I am glad that things are relatively under control for you.

sabrina thank you so much! And yes... relatively under control. As in, not completely but enough for me to breath and regroup.

[Maven]

Hi Rainbowzz! Glad you're back. Hope things continue to go well with Shawn! And give the kitten all the toes he wants, LOL!

Maven

Thanks so much. The problem with giving Dharma all the toes he wants is his sharp little teeth!

AND!

Another job interveiw on friday! Whoo hoo!!

[Maven]

Well, I hope the interview goes well!