I'm having difficulty explaining what my actual problem is. I have tried to type this multiple times but nothing fits what I'm trying to say. I guess I'll start by saying in my past I have been diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety, and bipolar II. Borderline Personality has even been thrown in there by one of my therapists. I've been dealing with these things for a few years now. However, I have never had the issues that I am experiencing now. I am just not myself at all. I feel very disassociated with everyone around me. I am having trouble remembering things, even something I had just said. I am constantly zoning out; in my own head all the time. My husband has even pointed out that he doesn't think that I realize when I'm zoning out. He also says I'll respond to him, but it's like I'm somewhere else. I hardly ever speak anymore. I didn't know where else to turn without seeing a therapist or doctor just yet. Please try to help.
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