Here in Bristol, there has just been a new hospital built, which covers quite a vast area.
The building looks impressive, and watching the construction taking place, in a way, promoted hope.
At first there are bound to be a few issues...

Yesterday after finishing a cup of tea, I noticed that there were "items" in the bottom, of cup.
My stomach went icey cold, and I immediately went to sink...
As I looked at bottom of cup, I decided to investigate further, and under sink found a container of slug pellets that seem to match items.

After a short period of contemplation, I phoned my other half, and asked her to return home as soon as possible.

Upon returning I asked her how long she had been putting pellets in tea....
The reply was that she had not......and that maybe I had put them in there.

Label on container said to seek medical attention.
Hospital is close, and so joined others, waiting to see Triage first, then doctor.

My other half told nurse, that she had been using pellets, and that some must have got caught on sleeve, and therefore, must have fallen in cup, when she made cup of tea after.

The Doctor, upon looking at contents of cup, seemed to conclude that this must have been an accident, as, pellets were not dissolved.

Some conversation followed, where recent anxiety, and depression, concerns were raised, and it was suggested that these would lead me to make an attempt.

My other half was recently diagnosed with BPD......There has been some counselling, and I am classed as Carer.
O/H also sees her Doctor, once a month or so....And these visits usually prove beneficial. On these visits some discussion centers around the voices that O/H hears. One being Hitler.

Upon returning home, from what can only be described as an, emotionally costly, visit to hospital, I asked, why did you put pellets in my tea?....Her answer was...that she had not done it...that the voice in her head had told her to do it.

There has been some history......but hopefully with help from O/H's personal doctor, things will look brighter in the future.

[UrbanShaman]

Oh geeze, this sucks that this has happened to you. I honestly don't know how to respond other than I wish for both you and your partner's situation improves with seeing a doctor. What are slug pellets btw?

Originally Posted by UrbanShaman

Oh geeze, this sucks that this has happened to you. I honestly don't know how to respond other than I wish for both you and your partner's situation improves with seeing a doctor. What are slug pellets btw?

Thank you.
O/H has tried extremely hard to come to terms with feelings...loss....
Her personal doctor, has helped greatly...a good relationship has developed, which I tend not to involve myself in. A place of sanctuary....

"What are slug pellets btw?"

Not very good ones.

*Edit...Plant use..Not very...'*

O/H wrote to the doctor, at the hospital, elaborating, and asking him to contact her own personal doctor.

Have also requested, that some details be added to my records.