[Crow30]

Hey guys,

I just started this new medication and I feel a lil better, but I feel a lil silly too. I was very depressed and withdrawn from society...still am. They almost had to send in the SWAT team to get me out of my house. I have PTSD amongst many other things. I get agitated with people. I hate being around people. I hate when someone gets in front of and walks slow. Silly things like that get me angry. Thing is, I`m actually friendly. But I feel like I`m in my own world and I don`t want anyone else in it. I feel like I am in a computer simulation and some jerk is programming me to be miserable and then hitting buttons on his computer and laughing at me while I bug out in my room. LOL. I am on gabentin (love it), Ritalin (love it), trazadone for sleep (it`s okay), and now lamictal (day 2). So maybe this new medication will be my ticket back to reality. I`ve not been on Earth in quite some years.

[krisakira]

Lamictal has been good for me. It really takes the agitation off. I used to get really agitated (still do some) with my tourette's syndrome, and the lamictal really helps with it. I hope you can get some relief from it too. I love my lamictal. I don't know what I would do without it.