[The Madcap]

I really need to crack this case....Here are some facts for you all. I'm a 19 year old male. Family history. My dad suffers from anxiety, my grandma suffers from anxiety, and both takes meds (my dad has heart problems and they get him anxious so he has to take pills and my grandma and my dad both suffer from social anxiety I think) So In school I was always the quiet one. I always felt like everyone in the halls were watching me. I would always get anxious. I hate being humiliated, I don't know why. If I do, i'll always get angry. In elementary and high school, I couldn't concentrate in class and a few teachers thought I had ADD. I have anger problems, and energy drinks DONT help. usually I'll be angry/horny/ anxious, or in a weird mood for a few days. Then I'll feel depressed, then happy. I am always paranoid and I don't want to be abandoned. I have panic attacks sometimes. I feel like I act really hyperactive sometimes, then sometimes I feel tired and anti social and want to stay away from everyone. If I'm in the middle of something (listening to music, drawing, etc)and someone interrupts me I get irritated. In class one day, a teacher embarrassed me and the whole class was watching me and staring at me, and I told my peers "**** you all!" and opening the door to the class and slammed it behind me and ran out of my school, only to be tracked down by an SRO (school resource officer)

[Thunder Bow]

Seeing the counselor would be a good start. Your anxiety has its start with living with your family. Feeling the way you did in class, it is no wonder you ran off. Best to start with counseling to explore how you can connect with others better, with out the paranoia, and the feeling of being judged. I do not think you have any kind of "Disorder". I do see you reaching out for help.