[Altarian]

I'm stuck at a crossroads tonight emotionally. Part of me is extremely pissed off and part of me feels sorry for my cousin, well technically my mom's cousin. I found out last night that a member of my family was not able to keep fighting one of their demons. None of us will truly know what was going on. His mom had an odd feeling that she needed to stop by his house for some reason. He hung himself. 50 year old, always acted happy and acted like he loved life.
I do not want prayer related to the loss. I also do not want sympathy or what not for my family loss. I want everyone to know no matter how bad things get, there is always someone there to at least listen. Find that person who will stand with you just to listen. That person who will hold your hand in your darkest moment and not flinch when your inner demons attack. That person who sees you and doesn't care that you have scar's or baggage, or in my case an entire matching set of luggage.

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Originally Posted by Altarian

I'm stuck at a crossroads tonight emotionally. Part of me is extremely pissed off and part of me feels sorry for my cousin, well technically my mom's cousin. I found out last night that a member of my family was not able to keep fighting one of their demons. None of us will truly know what was going on. His mom had an odd feeling that she needed to stop by his house for some reason. He hung himself. 50 year old, always acted happy and acted like he loved life.
I do not want prayer related to the loss. I also do not want sympathy or what not for my family loss. I want everyone to know no matter how bad things get, there is always someone there to at least listen. Find that person who will stand with you just to listen. That person who will hold your hand in your darkest moment and not flinch when your inner demons attack. That person who sees you and doesn't care that you have scar's or baggage, or in my case an entire matching set of luggage.

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Thank you for sharing this message with us, Altarian.

[Fuzzybear]

Thank you for sharing.

[Chyialee]

I understand, Altarian. It's an upheaval. And you expressed it very well. thoughts, Chyia

Thinking of you *hugs*

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[PumpkinPieHead]

Very Well Said