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Jan 19, 2016, 12:05 PM
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so idk i have experienced this on and off since about a year or so.
i just randomly begin to feel like going crazy. it's a legitimate feeling. like i am really feeling this! my best friend already told me that i am not going crazy but the feeling persists and doesn't go away.. in addition to this, my brain is telling me not to sleep or sleep as less as possible. if i do sleep i feel bad for sleeping so much. because of sleep deprivation i get those loud thoughts (that i consider auditory hallucinations, even though they don't have a sound, it's like.. randomly phrased thoughts that don't feel like mine and definitely stand out from my own thoughts; until now i only really got those when i was sleep deprived or extremely stressed) and moving pictures or just in general hallucinations. i get distracted easily (due to my depression) and when sleep deprived even more. my brain also tells me not to trust anyone.. it's hard for me just to type this as i am getting all anxious and stuff.. but in advance, my brain is not telling me this as in like.. voices or something. what i mean with "my brain telling me" is like.. it thinks stuff that i actually never wanted or never intended to think or.. ugh so hard to explain.. it kinda stands out for itself? idk i hope anyone understands this.. also, i have extremely intrusive homicidal thoughts. i have made plans for kidnapping someone, should i ever move out of here and live alone. i am seriously scaring myself with this and i know how this sounds but at one point i want to hurt someone and at one point i don't. sometimes the first point overwhelms though.. i was (and still am) close to finding out the IP of people who posted something that was against LGBT people and i feel like i have to punish them or hurt them or something.. i don't know if there's more stuff to it all because i basically always forget what the "symptoms" of stuff i want to explain are. i know it's weird..
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Jan 19, 2016, 04:37 PM
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I am certainly not a doctor but it may be Paranoid Schizophrenia,
A safe bet would be to talk to a professional. Keep is posted
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Jan 20, 2016, 07:54 AM
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okay so i found out that the "voices" in my head might either really be voices (since they are internal, it's most likely to be OCD), or are caused from OCD. Either way, it really only appears if i am sleep deprived so i can't be schizophrenic because at one point, i don't hallucinate unless i am not sleep deprived or extremely stressed.
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Depression - assumed GAD and OCD - Gender Dysphoria my life consists of coding and drawing. don't get too close to me, i might do something i regret sooner or later. |
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